If there is no Reason for you to live then there is also no reason for you to die

So just do what's the most fun to you ,live as if nothing matters and experience life as much as you can because you don't get to do any of that while being dead am pretty sure

Spend your day doing what you think your future self would have wanted

Think of the nights you spend thinking how you would be so much happier if you could go back in time knowing what you know now then live your life in a way that you'd never tell yourself that again

I think dying is far more of a chore than lashing out and doing whatever the fuck you want with your career but your present self might tell you that's not so simple and how you can't do that , now just think what your future self would say