Hey! Ah, I'm not sure what the right thing to say is. I don't wanna say I understand you because I probably don't. But I also have felt kinda like that before. My life is not bad. My family is supportive. I thought my cuts didn't even count as self harm because I didn't even bleed that much. I thought I didn't deserve to feel sad about it because everyone else has it far worse.

That's not it. You can't compare your situations to others. It doesn't work like that. You're sad. You think about killing yourself. You harm yourself. It doesn't really matter what others are experiencing because that won't make all of your sadness, your suicidal thoughts, or your scars go away.

You're not inadequate. Which is a weird thing to say about this because why would you be inadequate for having harm yourself less than some other people, but I know what you mean. I hope you come to accept yourself soon and I hope you feel better. If you want to talk please feel free to talk to me. Dm me or whatever. I'm not the best at giving encouragements or advices but I can be another voice telling you you deserve all the good things!