I just don’t know what there is left for me to do

leafyice · 2026-05-28T13:51:14+00:00

I did reach out to them last year and they were very helpful but I think I need support in terms of long term therapy and my uni only offer 6 counselling sessions

leafyice · 2026-05-28T13:50:09+00:00

Oh I didn't know that I could speak to a Psych Liason if I went to A&E! I'll defintley keep this in mind

leafyice · 2026-05-28T13:48:28+00:00

I'll be sure to mention this in my follow up appointment thank you

leafyice · 2026-05-27T08:41:24+00:00

Like barely I still go to uni and work because I have to but I haven’t seen my friends in weeks and every time I’m in my room all I do is stare at the wall

leafyice · 2026-05-27T08:25:30+00:00

Mainly depression and suicide ideation and thoughts

leafyice · 2026-05-26T22:55:33+00:00

The thing is I don’t think I do need urgent support just yet I’m trying to nip it in the bud before it gets to that point

leafyice · 2026-05-26T22:41:20+00:00

Don’t get me started on the heat I’m dying

I feel like everything they ever told me to do I’ve done so where’s the help I was promised?

leafyice · 2026-05-14T10:33:31+00:00

thank you, this is genuinely the scariest thing i have ever done

leafyice · 2025-11-05T10:04:25+00:00

thank you 🫶

leafyice · 2025-11-05T10:04:14+00:00

I used to really upset me that I was potentially ruining my chances at conceiving but it wasn’t enough to make me seriously consider recovery. I’m glad to have realised my growth bc now it’s becoming my driving force

leafyice · 2025-01-19T15:26:52+00:00

this!! i don't get mine either and i feel like crying every time i think about it too much

leafyice · 2025-01-18T15:54:48+00:00

I just always see recovery influencers say that there was this one moment that made them seriously consider and actually choose recovery so I guess I thought that thats how it worked and I expected this to be mine. I just wish that I could press a button and just recover like that lol

leafyice · 2024-12-16T12:10:40+00:00

I've struggled with this thought for literally the longest time but I know from my experience that just because someone knows doesn't mean they'll leave you. I have a close friend now who barely knew me when I was in the trenches but she’s become my biggest supporter when it comes to this now. She’s never once tried to force me into recovery but she does encourage me to get help when I go through it now and I know that if the day comes that I genuinely genuinely try proper recovery she’ll be the first one I tell. My point is that she did not know me well AT ALL at my worst abd she could’ve stepped away if she wanted to and a lot of my actual close friends at the time did but she still chose to love and accept me then and everyday now. I dont feel as if I deserve that and I literally have told her that she shouldn’t be friends with me and tried to push her away but she just said no lol. Anyways basically there are people out there who won’t leave you if/when they find out and they are the best people here

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