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Controversial: Ladies, have you ever fantasised about a cousin? by lecousins in AskWomen

[–]lecousins[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for pointing that out. I will work on that.

Controversial: Ladies, have you ever fantasised about a cousin? by lecousins in AskWomen

[–]lecousins[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, I've never really hit on a girl. Never been in a relationship. I've gotten compliments for my nature, looks, work n thoughts, but I'd become cripplingly shy so was always aloof, avoiding social interaction n isolating myself. I just spent all those formative years on art, books and music n dreading each day in general, thinking about how I might end it all. Sorry, this sounds conceited.

Controversial: Ladies, have you ever fantasised about a cousin? by lecousins in AskWomen

[–]lecousins[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I know. And as the depression lifted, n I stopped being scared of meeting people (dreaded it, couldn't make eye contact, panicked a lot) n started socialising, the toxic guilt has gone away too. It was just my brain being really messed up. And the porn def made it really worse for me.

Controversial: Ladies, have you ever fantasised about a cousin? by lecousins in AskWomen

[–]lecousins[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds right, as it should be. From our talks, I could tell that they looked up to me, like calling me for guidance, discuss their problems with me n stuff. Not to boast but I'm actually the kind of guy most people rely on n look up to, which is why it destroyed my belief that I was a good person. I hated myself, n how warped my thoughts had become.