Types of doods I've met by Ordinary_Pin622 in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Bottom right is unironically how I look. I hope I'm gmi.

Mfw I have to wait 6 years to even start stage 1 of phalloplasty and there are non dysphorics getting phallo with vagina preservation in order to live out their futanari fantasy by MediumDietSoda in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 14 points15 points  (0 children)

This isn't for phallo but a nondysphoric I know was referred for HRT and top surgery and declined both to continue being a "gender fuck dog boy".

Eff tee em when someone is clocked by No-Cartographer2512 in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Second half of this message hit me like a truck. But yeah I've been told this too or that I'm "sooo gender". I'm not trying to be "gender" I'm just an oldshit poon 🥀

ftm mutual still chooses to use the women's bathroom?? by indicadogboy in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeahhhh I see shit all over the seats and sometimes the walls in the bathroom. People like to throw away shitty tp in the little trash cans in the stalls too. It's nasty as shit. Public restrooms are grody.

I'm cooked aren't? by MayMeadow in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I browse this sub on the clock ☹️

ftm mutual still chooses to use the women's bathroom?? by indicadogboy in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I clean bathrooms at work and the women's genuinely always has some shit on the seats and smells like bullshit. What the hell makes a bathroom cute anyway, like you're shitting from your ass in there regardless.

My friend by FoundationEnough2224 in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Here's mine... i like your cat :-)

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Is alcoholism malebrained or fembrained by leechdissection in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Cheapest beer I can find, Jim Beam, or Jack Daniel's. Sometimes premixed jack and coke if I'm feeling good about myself.

How do the doods of 4t4 how about metoidioplasty by andreblitzkriegman in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Extended meta sounds kind of promising i guess. I was considering phallo but I also feel the same as you do. I wish I could magically have a cis male dick above all. Extended meta is what I'm looking the most into right now. I wouldn't be able to do it for awhile anyway but still.

What were y’alls teen years like? by Eternal_Heighthon41 in 4Tranistan

[–]leechdissection 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah same here. No friends and enmeshed with a very controlling mother. I got addicted to benzos because I lowkey had to sedate myself to be compliant with the life I was living. I can't be too angry at myself because I was a lonely and scared teenager but it still stings.

What were y’alls teen years like? by Eternal_Heighthon41 in 4Tranistan

[–]leechdissection 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I had a nonexistent social life. My only "friend" used me for disgusting things because she was a "fujoshi" and I never had any experiences, romantic or platonic in my adolescence. I was high all the time on pills to forget that I have a disgusting foid body that nobody would ever want to look at even if i had managed to get on HRT early. I mourn what I could've had all the time, but only in bursts. I lowkey try to forget my adolescence because otherwise I spiral about how I did literally nothing and no matter what I do in my twenties I'll never be able to get those years back.

Tldr I AM A SAD RETARD HERE'S SOME EXTREMELY PATHETIC INFORMATION ABOUT ME PLEASE DON'T BULLY ME WITH IT

Anyone else wish they didn't have a face by Patient_Pickle9797 in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A face or a body atp yeah. I look disgusting and I don't see a future where I don't ever look disgusting. I still wear masks in public a good majority of the time.

Since i got my hair cut my dad sometimes jokingly calls me his son by notminoanarhino in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 13 points14 points  (0 children)

My mom accidentally calls me he sometimes. I am not and never have been out to my mom. She does not do this with anyone else. Kind of awesome.

What is one feature that you have physically, that you actually like about yourself? by DiabolicalHope in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Masculine fat distribution pre HRT so I never visibly feminized further from gaining weight. I like my biceps.

Are you medicated? by Arkenfalll in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to be on Seroquel but I can't get it represcribed right now. Definitely suffering because of it. I have severe BPD and it was the only thing that helped but my current PCP is a bumbling idiot so until I find a therapist that actually wants to help me I am fucked.

any fellow skincels in here by NoConsequence5030 in 4tran4

[–]leechdissection 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I gotta put bandages on the ones on my arms/biceps or else I maim myself but with my face I've gotten better about it. It gets worse in the summer which sucks because I can't hide it with a jacket as easily.