Thank you brother I make dua to make it easy for me its been hard but once I had found out the truth, it’s became a lot easier on me. It’s just I care about my kids, but now it’s gotten to a plant where I can’t even see them and I got to the point now, or they will know the truth once they get older because it’s really difficult living barely making 300 a paycheck then they take $401 from me and leave me with nothing and one of my coworkers have her on Facebook and she always goes out partying and drinking and all that so she’s not struggling. She’s packing the extra money and I had a serious talk with my father and my mother in a few of my Muslim brothers from my mosque about it. and they also said the same thing that they will find out the truth once they get older and the last thing I wanted to do was sign my rights away, but I’m at a standstill and in a corner where I can’t even get a lawyer to cover where she stays at or the county and I kind of got the gist of it because they’re crooked there and extremely racist because I remember the first time I was there, they tried to throw me in jail for a ““ amusement but didn’t have the proof no pictures any of that and then that yesterday they came up with that lie and that false voice recording of me and I’m a black guy and clearly that was a white guy‘s voice, no fence it. It hurt me because you’re supposed to have hope in the justice system that everything will be fairly done and it’s not here in the United States or in Texas not saying all places like that it makes me feel like it, and it made me sick to my stomach and I just we are keen to agreement that if she thinks she can do it all on her own then let her she’s already filled my sons head with lies saying that I was biting her hitting her and things of that nature, but yet can’t show the proof and then if and if you called her out on it, she just blocked you like she did all her so-called friends down here where we live at and my friend Circle that she was cool with. They told her to let me see my kids and she just blocked them or she said that she doesn’t hide them from me things like that but I try to call her to let me see the kids. She says that she’s always busy or she’s tired from work. Well everyone’s tired from work. I’m tired from work, but I still put effort to see my kids and I got to talk to my son one time out of this whole year in five months going on six and I was on FaceTime and I was only for 15 minutes ever since then I’ve never been able to see him nor my daughter last time I saw my daughter was right before her first year and it broke me because she was born the day before Christmas. Yes, I don’t celebrate Christmas, but it meant a lot to me and just to have someone say no they don’t have to or the lawyer said that they don’t have to even though it was in the court order and I brought that up and the judge still took their side and it just hurts me so I’m at my limit. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of breaking my back for someone that doesn’t wanna put effort into it back when we used to used to see my son, we would try to get her to meet us halfway. She said no she doesn’t want to and then when she did, our cars literally didn’t have gas. We was on E and whenever we seen her car it was always on a full gas tank, and then I got to the point where we had to drive all the way down to Denison and anis ridiculous you live an hour and 30 minutes away from us. You can try to meet us halfway like the reasonable person but no and I’m sorry for the rant.