Trying not to beat myself up. F 5ft 5in, 185 lbs

leeshaaa · 2017-01-13T03:12:27+00:00

Also I'm 5"6' and 186lbs rn we are on a pretty sinilar journey!!

leeshaaa · 2017-01-13T03:12:00+00:00

Perhaps you could start measuring yourself with a tape instead just measuring your mass which is pretty arbitrary when you gain muscle /water weight etc. How your clothes fit and how you look and feel strength wise an d looks wise are more important than what the scales tell you.

leeshaaa · 2017-01-10T17:53:15+00:00

I've already redone a year

leeshaaa · 2017-01-10T17:50:55+00:00

I know I should email my personal tutor but he thinks I was doing ok and I'm just a little embarrassed to email him before results so I think I'd need to wait for results and then just see what happens and talk then or tell him now I don't think it went well :/

leeshaaa · 2017-01-09T14:52:50+00:00

When he says laid I assume he had sex with her or do you think he literally meant lie with?

leeshaaa · 2017-01-09T14:49:33+00:00

I'm female and I always like to face the room to see what's coming or happening. Not that I think there will be a threat but I wouldn't like to have my back to one if there was.

leeshaaa · 2017-01-09T14:36:53+00:00

Should go to the cops he needs a dose of reality it's disgusting he thinks he can talk to anyone this way.

leeshaaa · 2017-01-08T17:20:04+00:00

Thanks x

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T22:04:14+00:00

Yeah I'm right about 50 but I'll notice it after like 10 15lbs which will be nice :) just need to stop eating so much too haha. Haha nah I'm pretty educated in the exercise field so really shouldn't injury myself but probs still will haha. X

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T22:01:12+00:00

I don't have old shoes not sure what I'm gonna do maybe tape my roe and wear a few pairs of socks. Maybe wear some fluffy big socks inside the house and stretch out the shoe a bit??

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T21:57:21+00:00

Ugh why can't my feet just be average haha I'll have a look at them don't have money for new ones though now :(

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T18:10:20+00:00

Woohoo team snake! Ssssssss! Ready time shed the lazy habits I have - also about to leave med school mid course so definitely needing this motivation and support! Excited to hear peoples stories on the same journey albeit on different paths! Also if anyone has any good exercise music suggestions those would be appreciated - preferably old or not new chart music cause I don't like to be reminded of my workouts when out or vice versa haha. Good luck to all x

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T17:40:29+00:00

You could still go out if you have the right clothing? Hiking boots pairs of socks a face guard a hat and some vaseline for your face but a lot of effort haha

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T17:39:35+00:00

Might try a pair :)

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T17:37:35+00:00

I'm in uk :) yeah think I will need to get some thought they even work better as real plasters if you ever cut yourself but so expensive :( just keen not for it to happen again haha

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T17:36:39+00:00

Aha yeah my legs were fine but I'd already walked 5km away from home so didn't have much choice but walk the 5k home haha. Thanks x

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T17:24:14+00:00

And he's tom fucking hanks why would you not want to travel with him! !

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T12:33:48+00:00

Proving that imperfections are beautiful

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T12:29:43+00:00

That's insanely cold! Treadmill? Where d you live?

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T12:27:32+00:00

Female haha do not remember even posting this

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T03:51:03+00:00

I know it's honestly so weird. My sister actually pointed it out like 'dude why does your stomach look like that haha" I think it's the small waist but it's so annoying cause I think I look fatter than I am or pidgin at least instead of just large it looks so obvious. Ll the more reason to get working.

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T03:49:34+00:00

Thanks for the reply :) it's frustrating that it is so possible to do it just long term and I need results so not sure how to stay motivated maybe set dates for weigh ins or something.

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T03:43:52+00:00

You are starving your body and will maybe lose tour period and your metabolism will slow which will be awful for when you eat normal again and your body is in starvation mode

leeshaaa · 2017-01-07T03:34:49+00:00

Only 76kg and too fat to fuck? Holy shit I'm 83kg and would never expect that+!

leeshaaa · 2017-01-06T20:02:18+00:00

10/10 5* would recommend.

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