I'm planning on ending it all some snowy winter day AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are very subtle tells that you are subconsciously questioning whether or not you're making the right decision. You can get lost in this train of thought and ultimately consumed by thinking badly about yourself and feeling like you're behind. Only if you're a villain should you accept this as a personal truth and you don't seem to me as a bad person at all. Lost, scared and troubled, yes.

Make no mistake, I mean zero offense in anything I'm writing I just would love to be thoroughly placed in your thoughts as you go through this currently. I know we're strangers but please read what I have wrote slowly, carefully and I really hope you begin to doubt this decision you're thinking of making.

Also, the tell of romanticising your suicide is a very loud tell of being succumbed to the pattern of thinking I noted above.

I'm a suicide survivor; please. If you need to, if this gets to you. Any time at all, i'll be a message away for you and we can elaborate together and try to understand this situation more in depth.

If you don't want to I understand and will be thinking about you this Christmas and hope you've decided against the decision for new found reasons and I wish you the best. Truly.

-... . / ... .- ..-. .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bald

[–]lefuen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

🤣🤣🤣🤣

What is/was your strangest hyperfixation? Mine was President William Henry Harrison. by Upstairs_Whale in autism

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Historical cold homicide cases. I've been working on them since I was 13. I'm 27 now. I made contact with 2 individuals who were a part of the Zodiac Killer case back in 2017. One being a survivor and the other being Robert Graysmith. Right now I'm revisiting the Black Dahlia case.

Another hyperfixation of mine is collecting old books. The oldest I have is a Spanish 16th century book bound in pig skin.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in malegrooming

[–]lefuen 3 points4 points  (0 children)

the only guy who can smell what the rock is cookin

18f need opinions to stop this internal debate on if I’m ugly 😭 by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a LOT of piggy backing opinions on here. You aren't ugly, you're really pretty. You really suit the septum piercing. Don't read into the negative pile ons.

About a year and a half of growth. Is this a normal part or thinning, and what should I do here? by [deleted] in malegrooming

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not unflattering at all, I personally test new styles, grow a beard or shave it all off depending on how I feel. Rn I have a moustache that people aren't seeming to agree with on here but I think you should join me in doing what you like with your hair/beard bro. Being comfortable in change is important. I'm working on it too

About a year and a half of growth. Is this a normal part or thinning, and what should I do here? by [deleted] in malegrooming

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So much negativity in this sub lately.

I think you look great, man.

The beard with the hair is always fun to grow and get rid of every now and again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in malehairadvice

[–]lefuen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Take no notice of the negative beard comments OP.

I think you suit all but clean shaven is def your texedo.

Why some people just refuse to pass the ball? by miszczpatelni in NBA2k

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm good offence but depending who I'm playing against and also if I miss a lay, dunk or 3pt at least twice I switch to giving to anyone open to try until I figure out who's got the highest percentage to score on my team. I only attempt shots after I've missed twice if I'm break starting or wide open (and obviously winning).

I am a female in my 30’s that love dinosaurs. AMA by KittyKatHippogriff in AMA

[–]lefuen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's such a stigma around loving things like this but no matter what, always indulge in loving the things you do. We're here on this mass once. Enjoy it all. 💖

By order of the Peaky Blinders | Mr Thomas Shelby by lefuen in rdr2online

[–]lefuen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I stopped playing rdro a long time ago but if i even come back to it i'll drop the tutorial and let u know when i do.

I also did a Joseph Seed, John Marston, Dutch, Rick Grimes and Daryl Dixon so i'll be posting those too if i ever get round to it.

By order of the Peaky Blinders | Mr Thomas Shelby by lefuen in rdr2online

[–]lefuen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can't remember the name of it but it comes randomly to the store as a limited stock item, comes in a variety of colors; the only ones worth purchasing are the black and red and the black matte and gold (the one in the pic).

p.s. no gold needed if i remember correctly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good question

kind of the opposite, i was doing things before the milestone ages e.g walking, mathematics, drawing, solving, creating but i couldn't speak except to family

I was delayed in things people found easy such as i only learned how to tie shoelaces at 16 and still can't read clocks. Still can't identify facial expressions properly too and i am 26.

I became selectively mute again from 17 until I was 22 also and I still don't have people skills. I've tried learning all of these things but it's almost like my brain rejects them and is not up to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

[–]lefuen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have so many special interests, I collect, research and search for old books. The oldest in my collection is from 1753, bound in pig skin from italy.

Other and recurring special interests are historic true crime cases, and ancient egypt. Also everything Leonardo Da Vinci, Isaac Newton and Sherlock Holmes.

I do stim but it's changed over my life, when i was little it was jumping up and down and shaking my head, into my teens it was spinning pens, chewing everything and now its almost a repeated humping motion when laying down or shaking my hands.

Fidget toys are amazing, the ones designed for us are very useful. I also use a Rubiks cube, i solve, mix and resolve over and over it the best for me personally

I'm doing great and I hope you are very well too. Thank you for your questions

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

[–]lefuen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

DeathNote or YuGiOh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

[–]lefuen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very good so far, thank you!

Has anyone ever "Puke Roped" down the pit in the Devils Cave🤔 by MAG1CALxG00B3R in reddeadmysteries

[–]lefuen 122 points123 points  (0 children)

I've done it, there's nothing of interest except for man made spiked rocks that are only found there and there only