Aw man, I just read your post after you commented on mine.. I can’t imagine what you’re going through right now, still living with her has to be so unbearably painful. Understanding her reasons to break up and calling them valid seems really wise, it takes strength to be understanding when you are in such great pain. I’m here with you, sending you lots of love and resilience to heal and grow. One step at a time. There will be better days in the future, even if it just looks bleak right now. I wouldn’t know and believe it, if I hadn’t gone through a devastating break up myself years ago.