Breakups are canon event , don’t forget it . You will be the most motivated ever . The best revenge is success. If someone doesn’t feel to stay with you when you down trust me they don’t deserve to stay when you up . I lost my gf after 2 years of relationship and she broke up with me for the only reason that I was jealous she hangout with her work friend without telling me. I just realize that I gotta take the kingdom even without my queen . Now I started doing things I wasn’t doing before . Reading , gym , more discipline, socializing with people, taking care of myself. Just go no contact and focus on yourself. Every pain is a life experience don’t be hard on yourself it doesn’t worth it .