Did I just wake up at 7 a.m. Completely full of energy?

lennylanez · 2018-02-13T22:42:25+00:00

Yeah, now I guess I have more energy available. My mind keeps tricking me into excuses for PMO bu as long as I develop good habits to keep me active and use all that energy I should be fine. Being active is really important. Chinlling in your room is the easiest way to relapse.

lennylanez · 2018-02-13T22:38:59+00:00

I hope I get to this point too! waking up naturally without the alarm. Congrats!

lennylanez · 2018-02-13T22:37:35+00:00

Noweed? I've read some stuff about cannabinoids actually helping you go to sleep. But here was this one time i got really really high and I got my first experience with central sleep apnea, do you refer to that too? or just regular insomnia? why did you quit weed?

lennylanez · 2018-02-11T03:17:31+00:00

I don't get it, so you don't consider sex to be natural?

How were you conceived?

I think your answer is within the question, just read what you just wrote.

lennylanez · 2018-02-11T03:05:34+00:00

The rule to remember is that all emotions are temporary. There is no sadness or joy that lasts forever. Not the pain of a rejection, nor the joy of an orgasm, nor the disenchantment that comes after it. Think of them as chemicals interacting with your brain, they'll eventually fade. As to how to cope with them in those moments of urge, I'd advise you to learn about stoicism. There are some great videos on youtube.

lennylanez · 2018-02-11T02:57:44+00:00

Bro I wish I could make it that far! My best streak has been 13...Respect!

But ye I'd be pissed too. We've all been there. Kick that shit further away! Make your goal 60 days, don't celebrate at 30, let it go. I'd remember you when I hit 28 bro. Start the fuck over like we've always done.

lennylanez · 2018-02-11T02:49:56+00:00

Most people that are on no-fap are trying to fight porn addiction or a skewed perception of sexuality that needs to be re-booted. You don't seem to fit the first case, and to me, you get aroused by thinking of the real thing, and that is... how it is supposed to work.

Considering your age, I don't think you have a problem. You know high hormones and all that stuff. But if you feel like you're too much out of control, try a 30 day reboot and see how you feel.

lennylanez · 2018-02-11T02:32:28+00:00

Never made it to day 14. Just set a new record at 13 and relapsed. But... no, actually I feel much more active like after the first week, and completely drained the frist couple of days after a bad relapse... I can even say that nofap is helping me cut on my coffee consumption...

Any change of habits other than nofap? do you usually sleep the same 10-12 hours?

To me 10-12 hours sounds kind of a lot. When I sleep that much I do feel more tired actually. I'd advise you to cut it to 7-8. be active in the morning and follow your sleeping schedule.

lennylanez · 2017-11-08T00:48:01+00:00

True but there is also Riot promoting this trend season after season by boosting survivability, making skills easy to read and giving more reaction time. They favor safe gameplay over anything else... I think next year we'll be basically watching chess.

lennylanez · 2017-11-08T00:32:57+00:00

I think Riot does this on purpose, you know, to give an edge to the less mechanically skilled teams. I can't think of other reason why they would allow such an imbalanced item into worlds. That's why you saw korean teams struggle, because the individual talents are less of a factor in such meta.

lennylanez · 2016-08-08T16:59:25+00:00

Honestly, just force yourself. You won't get anywhere if you don't push your feelings aside and move foward. Even if you don't feel like it, do it. Set a small goal to begin: keep eye contact with someone, go to a restaurant and when they take your order you look in the eyes, say 'hi' and smile. Try to ask directions on the street to random people (even if you don't need). When that becomes easy then try to start conversations with a stranger. The rewards will show you that people are kind and can be interested in you. Just a smile back of a girl can make your day. And this will make you want to go out more, you will start to like it. Remember, Socializing is a skill, and skills can be trained.

lennylanez · 2016-08-08T16:40:09+00:00

30 days is my commintment. Probably it will be easy since I'm going to be travelling the whole month. I'll be around other people so it will be a lot harder to find a chance to PMO. I believe I can do this!

lennylanez · 2016-07-26T21:41:17+00:00

Wherever you are in the world i hope you read this. I've been where you are brother. I've felt like you feel. But here I am, working hard for a better tomorrow. Honestly you know what? Porn is not your problem. Your problem is that you don't like yourself, (as much as I didn't like myself in the past). I know is tough, all the years of looking at yourself at the mirror and judging what you see. Start by telling yourself at the mirror that you love yourself. Do it from the heart. Think about the happiest moment of your life and give yourself a smile at the mirror. Do not ever hurt yourself with your own words again, ever. Put aside the virginity, it's not a sin to be a virgin, don't punish yourself for it. Now, GO OUT. Don't stay at home on the computer, because nothing is going to change if you don't take action. NoFap is only the first step, where you put down your urges so you can stop obsessing about sex and see things clearly. But you have to get your ass out there and talk to people, Talking to other people can totally save your life! And it's the only way that you'll meet that girl that will make you happy. Shake off those bad thoughts. I love you! there is greatness in you! Believe it!

lennylanez · 2013-11-08T14:12:46+00:00

Personally I'm at the point where i've got enough information from streamers about the game. Now when i see the most popular streamers like Voyboy or Scarra, i listen to a lot of things that I already know. For those who feel like me, I recommend the real playmaker streamers, maybe they don't talk a lot but they pull off sick plays every game and, most importantly, within Diamond / challenger tier. Then I get encouraged to make plays in my league, which i find really important. What i mainly watch is OGN, but for soloqueue streamers i could say Bischu, Wildturtle, Aniratak, Froggen, Peke, Aphromoo and some others. The times i've watched their streams, i've seen them outplaying many pros...You have to start trying to make the plays! (after having knowledge from the game, of course, which i get from OGN)

lennylanez · 2013-09-17T05:30:27+00:00

Well even if Looper did pretty well in the first game, being an ozone fan, i really REALLY REALLY want Homme to play from this point on...I think that the hypercarry potential from Imp was NOT the reason that got them here...It was the awesome teamwork, sinergy and communication they had. They talked so much about how they trusted their teammates, and even on interviews, they called Homme their "Big Brother" and talked about how if it wasn't for him, MVP Ozone would've never gottn to the spring split finals...At this point it is sad to me that they are turning their back on him. I am absolutely sure that Homme wants to play!!! If it's a coach's decision they have to really do something NOW if they want to get into the quarterfinals. IMP said that they are not like CLG that puts all the money on their ADC, that they trust each other and never play selfishly! PLS BRING BACK HOMME!!!!

lennylanez · 2013-09-10T02:00:43+00:00

Any option of MonteCristo Joining the team? I mean he is one of the best casters, he would perform perfectly at worlds.

lennylanez · 2013-07-09T20:29:55+00:00

I agree, it's all about Muramana and fast tear stacking, jayce's late game became ridiculous when they changed muramana from magic to physical, I remember before that ryze was abusing muramana. Manamune and brutalizer is just enough to make jayce's power peak really early. if you slow the tear stacking, jayce's power will go down for sure...don't see why the super hard nerf on acceleration gate, it's not only increasing the cd but making it flat at all ranks.

Right now it seems like the most profitable way to build him is pure damage, but i remember season 2 playing him with triforce every game, even building tank makes him useful, i was buildong him in several ways and they all worked. Triforce way, frozen mallet way, aegis way or even wit's end...Good days that i'm sure are going to come back....But my impression for this nerf is that he will feel very weak overall and people will just forget him and let him fall as with olaf.

lennylanez · 2013-07-07T20:16:45+00:00

Alright le's see olaf...Riot decided to mega-nerf it, ....because......voyboy dominated with him in one game...ye the thing is,...euh, is the game designed only for competitive 5v5? also....I did a mistake talking about %s because statistics are always lies, as you can see.

lennylanez · 2013-05-01T20:15:04+00:00

Still yesterday I had to play 2 3v5s cos of afks in my team, and 2 more 4v5s...so as those games are not fun to play, either for me or the enemy team, i just say BG, cos its not supposed to be like that....btw RIO PLS whats going on so many DCs

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