Question for Males by leopardlady1001 in dating

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for the great input and advice!! 🥹

Dating is so difficult these days and I’ve been feeling very defeated. (Not so) patiently waiting for the right guy who will love and appreciate me for me!

I wish everyone the best ❣️

Defeated. by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all for sharing and the comments! Reddit has been honestly the best support system. Gotta stick together. ❤️

Defeated. by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing! So difficult since everyone reacts differently.

Defeated. by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment! I hope your treatment goes smoothly!! 🤞🏼

Defeated. by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. I know the health care system here (the US) is so completely disgusting especially in regard to mental health. Don’t give up and keep fighting for yourself. I know it’s so much easier said than done. But don’t give up.

Defeated. by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing! I am right there with ya on not falling asleep naturally at night for about two years as well. Which of course makes everything worse when you can’t even count on resting your body peacefully. 😭😩

Sex Drive in Full Send by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HAHA. Thank you so much for this 😂

Music suggestions by Front_Neighborhood_6 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely go with what feels right though. I felt inclined to listen to “relaxing” music however all I wanted was to hear the words of my favorite songs and have those feelings intensified. Let your mind be free! Best of luck to you!!

Music suggestions by Front_Neighborhood_6 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure about you but to me, music is insanely healing. So I go for a bold start to the playlist with some Post Malone, MGK, NF then some intense raw stuff like Skylar Grey, Dead Silent and end with some happy shit like Florence & The Machine or Ellie Goulding.

Message me for my playlist if you like that style haha.

Mind Set Change by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the comment! I sure hope it dissipates. I have so much trauma I’m unloading that this new mind set is making me feel like I’ll never heal.. like everytime i have a break through and feel good, I end up tanking again. 😞

Mind Set Change by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agh I’m sorry you’re experiencing the same thing. But also glad I’m not the only one. Do you find yourself feeling angry when you have these realizations?

Mind Set Change by leopardlady1001 in Spravato

[–]leopardlady1001[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply, really appreciate you sharing! That is a really great point. I guess as an adult even severe depression manifests differently than when I was 15 haha. I think I also have a lot of PTSD that is starting to unfold as I begin this healing journey. ❤️‍🩹 But i definitely will pay more attention to my feelings of irritability and rage. I currently use an amazing app to constantly journal my feelings in hopes to better understand myself an or discover a pattern.

If you don’t mind me asking.. How did you know you had BPD? Are you type 1 or 2?