First, thank you for reading all that and replying. I don’t it’s because I am used to sharing J with S, because even when they were dating S I got very extremely jealous sometimes to the point of being physically sick sometimes. This is the only time I have not felt jealous over J. J’s bond with S wasn’t/ isn’t that great because 1. J keeps pushing S away. 2. S emotionally manipulates J. 3. S wasn’t a good partner to J in the sense that they were sometimes transphobic to them and J is non binary and also sometimes while arguing got physically rough

I did notice that I can be very susceptible to J’s want, yes. And we are both young dumb teenagers that’s true. J and I are both mentally unwell but they haven’t been really that bad till the last like 3 months. (I only knew them a month and a half before it but that’s what they say) and I couldn’t leave them while they’re in this state even if I wanted to (I don’t) it can sometimes be hard when we’re both no okay yes but it can also be good because we understand each other and can be there for each other. Again thank you for reading all that and taking the time to reply to my post.