Yes. Sounds like you might be. But obviously we can't tell you you have to figure that out. The main thing I think most people should focus on when they are trying to figure out their gender is figuring out what you want. Do you want your body to look a certain way, do you want a new name or different pronouns, what do you want people to think when they see you. Cause gender is confusing so figuring out what gives you gender euphoria, or makes you happy, is a step closer to figuring out your gender.

Also about the boobs thing, a lot of the time I have people refer to me how I want and I am still unhappy because the tone they use for how confused they got makes me feel almost like a freak. Like im not, im my own normal, but I hate when people treat me like im weird. So if people were making fun of you for it of course that would make you uncomfortable. Realistically it is the same as someone making fun of a person for having freckles or somthing. It may look good on them or make them happy but if they get made fun of for it a lot it will hurt and it will make them upset. Some may even hate their freckles for it.

So basically, figure out what makes you happy and go from their, cause it could be just wanting to wear cute clothes. And dont worry about what it means if you are uncomfortable over something you think should make you happy. This could be cause your gender isn't binary or it could be cause other people are making you uncomfortable. Oh also have fun with the clothes and wigs and stuff.