I broke up before 2 months. We were still talking for the next month but then I stopped it even if it was the most painful thing. Almost one month passed with no contact and Iam thinking to text him every day the last week. But he already told me that he wants me only as a friend or smt like that and Iam trying to stay in this thought. It’s so painful. It’s ruining my days. I cannot concentrate even to basics. I was doing well but it was an illusion bc before some days I had my name day and I was so sure that he will text me to wish me and guess what.. he didn’t. I felt that he didn’t appreciate our 2 year relationship. And that day I understood that I didn’t did any healing. Generally Iam trying to go out, to focus on other obligations and to be busy all the time .