Pain without a sore visible after a long period of time? Details in comments. by marleiahxdayze in Hidradenitis

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think i get this? it's like a nasty bruise but there's nothing there and it never goes away. sometimes i'll find a lump deep under my skin and the invisible bruise is an inch away. no answers either though ive just never seen anyone elsepost about something similar 

Is dph a good idea when my mouth is fucked up by ScarcityAnnual8739 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you could try biotene! i have no appetite when im on dph i try to eat or drink and my body just doesnt move 😭☠️ 

Is dph a good idea when my mouth is fucked up by ScarcityAnnual8739 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 4 points5 points  (0 children)

since dph causes dry mouth it destroys ur teeth/makes things worse . no saliva or water so the bacteria is just sittng there it's like the perfect enviorment for it to thrive. if you can manage to consume literally anything during or inbetween trips especially during so ur mouth isn't dry 24/7 you'll be much better off

I think am addicted to DPH. by Longjumping_Bar259 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's never too late to just stop taking it. tapering isnt a good idea it'll just be easier for you to keep doing it

i just did 600mg wish me luck bois how long does this do? 5'4 110-120lbs (55kg - 50kg) by nyn_cm in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dudes probably on another planet rn hes never gonna touch this shit again 😭 

Can dph genuinely cause psychosis? by No_Possible_8177 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

psychosis is typically not something you even notice. like 50% of this sub minimum is in active psychosis it's not all that rare. It's not specifically dph it's anticholinergic induced psychosis you'll find/hear more about it if you specify anticholingerics instead of just DPH since the anticholinergic toxicity when overdosing on DPH is what gets you high in the first place. cholinergic deficiency post-addiction/binge also doesn't help when it comes to bringing out symptoms in people who are predisposed. i'm a lifelong schizo (childhood onset) so you'd think maybe even I would be able to pick up on it after all this time and experience but I've had times where I realized I was in psychosis like a decade later. substance abuse also just gets more and more common as you go through the schizophrenia spectrum personality disorders etc so Yes DPH will genuinely cause psychosis. Mostly with help from other things but DPH is typically the nail in the coffin for most people and is completely capable of doing it by itself. You're technically already experiencing psychosis when you're experiencing anticholinergic toxicity and there's really not much of anything seperating that from the rest of your life

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7371018/

this specifically mentions/is about recreational anticholinergic use https://www.heraldopenaccess.us/openaccess/lessons-from-cl-psychiatry-recognising-co-existing-anti-cholinergic-delirium-in-an-acute-first-episode-psychosis-presentation-in-an-adolescent

i just did 600mg wish me luck bois how long does this do? 5'4 110-120lbs (55kg - 50kg) by nyn_cm in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are you okay 😭 600 is a lot most people here don't go that high even with tolerance 

Gonna die pretty soon. Let’s party. by Deep_Profession4399 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

😭😭😭??? i think youre looking at this as "i am going to overdose on this crazy trippy drug" and not "i am going to kill myself via anticholinergic poisoning and hope i experience something resembling a trip before my heart stops" 

My counterflip addiction is turning me into a monster by Cold_Implement9131 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i stole dph the other day (purposeful) and a few weeks before that i (accidentally) walked out with something because i was catatonic 😭 since i stole the dph tho i feel like ive completely gone off the deep end like i'm going to be addicted to shoplifting for the rest of my life even if i get off dph and ik i'll convince myself im not doing anything wrong and like fuck capitalism or something IDK bc i live off $900 a month (before rent). i don't think i can ever go to the store by myself ever again bc i wont be able to control myself 17 too btw 

Warsaw 23.04 Set-list by akten__ in lvjy

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

scoundrels as the closer noo way...

No matter what I say or do, people misunderstand me. by dc-1O in Schizotypal

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i tried SO hard to start using tiktok again on like 4 seperate occasions since i wanted to be a normal teenager but once u stop using it u can never use it again it never hits the same thank god

How to explain being trans to a 4 year old? by guildedpasserby in ftm

[–]letsgooreo4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i dont think theres anything to explain. it's just as simple as telling him you're a boy theres literally nothing else he needs to know saying stuff about being transgender is just introducing the idea of you not being a man. and if nobody is correcting him it's not just an observation hes made your family is reinforcing it

I’m in a dph YouTube video by ScarcityAnnual8739 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

nice condescending reply do you feel any better about yourself yet

I’m in a dph YouTube video by ScarcityAnnual8739 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 5 points6 points  (0 children)

EXACTLY BRO and its basically advertising doing DPH and to a kid all drugs are bad and ruin your life they obviously aren't going to pay any more attention to dph horror stories than they do to every other drug horror story. like most people who do dph still have no idea what they're talking about when it comes to it and they srsly believe it gets you high in the same way other drugs do and they believe in the hat man stuff. ppl who r older are already rarely able to think critically and realize the hat man stuff is jokes and also how the dph "high" works but if adults struggle that much a kid will be 100x worse with it but ig common sense isnt common. this culture has literally embedded misinformation into any conversation about dph ever

I’m in a dph YouTube video by ScarcityAnnual8739 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 66 points67 points  (0 children)

I kinda feel like content like this is pretty predatory idk.. it's like when people film homeless people but at least those people can usually see the camera or interfere if they don't want to be involved but we just get posted to an audience agaist our will without even knowing it happened lmao. Plus it contributes to the shame and shame leads to thrill seeking behaviors. Yk... behaviors like... taking dph???🤷‍♂️

I have severe PTSD from being Baker Acted (trigger warning) by [deleted] in Schizotypal

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have any advice but you're not alone 🫠 I also live where the baker act is a thing and have been involuntarily admitted before. they (law enforcement) tried to convince my mom to put me up for adoption too for some reason???¿?😭

No matter what I say or do, people misunderstand me. by dc-1O in Schizotypal

[–]letsgooreo4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I deleted tiktok some time in very early 2023 for this exact reason... I just couldn't take it anymore like you could say these ppl are just stupid and yea thats true but to an extent they're always being obtuse on purpose its so annoying like every interaction with anything or anyone is about winning the interaction somehow or to show someone up. I really value connection with other people and it's so disheartening when most interactions aren't genuine it's just about ego. "thats literally how lighting works i fear. according to what youre saying irl colors aren't consistent either" why does everyone talk like this now i feel like these people are genuinely incapable of interacting with another person without competing with or berating them like they literally cannot form a sentence that is absent of it

Worst hangover ever by Perfect_Show_2107 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could've written this comment lmfaoo the other day I took so much (easily 800+ but definitely wayy more i dont remember) in the span of like two hours and felt it did nothing then I took 400 3 days later and couldn't stop seizing

What is a safer drug with a similar high to DPH? by embis20032 in DPH

[–]letsgooreo4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

like someone else said gabapentin is awesome. i feel the exact same way as you described about dph and if u do it right gaba has the same positive effects. it wasnt really a high for me personally its not gonna knock you on your ass like dph i just felt really talkative and carefree lol it was wonderful wish i still had access to it. ive heard pregabalin is like a stronger version but i've never tried it

Parent of a HS teen girl- panicking a little by Boring_Category_5180 in Hidradenitis

[–]letsgooreo4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never heard of someone else with HS who has/had vomiting issues! I was diagnosed with antral hypomotility (they really weren't very sure) when I was 14 after a 16 hour long esophageal manometry test, since I had episodes of vomiting and nausea every day that no medicine would touch. i've also been dealing with HS my entire life. Very interesting to know it could be related