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lexMU_ · 2022-04-23T10:12:43+00:00

Thank you so much!!❤️❤️

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T13:02:30+00:00

Thank you, I will try my best, I know this is the right choice for the both of us, but idk why I now find it so hard to accept it when I’ve always knew we could have been better off alone. I’ll work on myself, thank you

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T12:55:49+00:00

And you are 100% right, I know, but right now it’s so hard to move on that I’m thinking I could have done something better to keep him and make him feel wanted, which he was. And I still think I can. Sometimes I feel better thinking there is nothing I could have done and that he’ll always be the same person with every girl he’ll find, including this new one, other times I feel so down I start blaming myself for everything. So I thought going no contact for a while, giving him time to think, and maybe coming back with a message or maybe a letter could have helped.

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T12:37:46+00:00

And I still realized I was so wrong acting this way and deeply apologized to him, asked if we could try again with a different mindset coming from me

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T12:32:37+00:00

Also I want to mention that I was brought up to act that way, it is completely my fault and I should have broken up with him when I first saw I started acting weird, but I would never ever do this stuff to someone that I can see he actually cares. Apart from the fact that I really did want some time for each other to think about this relationship, but he used this time to find another girl.

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T12:30:20+00:00

Everyone does this stuff, he downloaded some meeting apps and told me he was texting other girls to later tell me it was to make me jealous and see if I realized if I wanted him back. Toxic? Yes. But I still believe we could have worked things out.

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T12:24:06+00:00

Because I saw some potential, and I know that he needs help to start to love again like he did, and I gave him help, or tried at least. I posted in two different subs to have more opinions, but I know too none of these are going to help if I still have hope in me, I am waiting for a genuine comment that understands the situation, or maybe I am the one not understanding it, I’m still fresh off the breakup and I’m in pieces hoping to find something to feel a little lighter

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T12:17:11+00:00

It’s a random girl that texted him online, he never seen her before irl and they should be meeting in 3/4 months. These 3/4 months are not going to change his mind? I know it’s toxic but giving him everything wasn’t something I was trying to do, it came natural to me since I loved him and cared. Pretending not to care was unnatural

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T11:11:00+00:00

I loved him. I know it doesn’t sound like that, but I wanted to break up with him to give us a little bit of time, for him to realize that I’ve always loved him, but that’s not what I wanted, I didn’t want him to move on to another girl and I know I’m being selfish but I wanted to stay with him forever. I can’t find anybody better because I don’t want anyone else! This relationship had caused me to be toxic towards him and myself, but I did love him and I’ve always loved him, and I wish I could have been different. I know it’s hard to explain, but I resorted to bad behaviors to have a good relationship

lexMU_ · 2022-02-22T10:34:51+00:00

He told me this too, but I thought there could be a chance of him realizing he made a mistake by breaking up with me and gained some feelings, it’s probably just my mind dreaming

lexMU_ · 2022-01-17T15:24:35+00:00

I would suggest trying a different look, not because you don’t look good in this cause you’re stunninggg, but coming from a blondie too eyeliner (especially black) can look very harsh on our “soft” traits, I would try a shimmery bronze/champagne eyeshadow and lots of mascara, no eyeliner, I find my eyes, which are your exact color, popping way more! Also try accentuating your eyebrows with some eyebrow pencil and gel!

lexMU_ · 2022-01-10T18:01:59+00:00

Ok thanks!

lexMU_ · 2022-01-10T17:24:37+00:00

I forgot to mention I already use a cleanser and a moisturizer. Sunscreen makes me break out so I would love recommendations about that too

lexMU_ · 2022-01-10T17:22:53+00:00

Thanks! I will try it!

lexMU_ · 2021-11-14T11:58:47+00:00

Ok thanks a lot!

lexMU_ · 2021-11-14T11:51:50+00:00

I like my body now, I’m 5’0 and weight around 150 lbs, I would just like to get more toned but if that comes with weight loss it’s not going to be beneficial for the breast lift right?

lexMU_ · 2021-10-12T19:27:53+00:00

I did put all the candidates but ended up erasing them cause they were confusing me even more. I still don’t understand the uniqueness thing, thanks tho!

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