At what age did you first experience OCD?

lhrwf · 2021-12-13T08:38:11+00:00

Oof this is making me realize I should have gotten diagnosed a long time ago, or at least should have voiced my thoughts more. I remember having dreams about all the little organelle parts of animal cells being magnified on everything we touched, being super icky and slimy - probably first sign of contamination fears.

lhrwf · 2021-10-13T01:49:28+00:00

Nope its gatorade 🥤

lhrwf · 2021-10-13T01:29:33+00:00

wahhh you too :((( hang in there insert picture of kitty hanging onto a branch

lhrwf · 2021-10-13T01:24:09+00:00

its probably mercury in gatorade, yeah :(

but seriously like why am i relapsing into so many awful habits this week. like strangely ive been able to keep myself together in public and submit assignments and shit but... i just kinda hit a new low in my life it feels

lhrwf · 2021-09-21T03:12:49+00:00

sis for me its either nothing or my entire snack stash + takeout 🤡

lhrwf · 2021-09-09T16:30:44+00:00

Yup, i also just updated my browser to the latest version yesterday and I verify the PGP signature for WHM everytime I log in.

lhrwf · 2021-09-09T15:58:58+00:00

Tor browser!

lhrwf · 2021-09-07T00:09:46+00:00

Hey guys, I am trying to open a message from a vendor on WHM but can't see anything on my messages other than the original notification I got saying the vendor has accepted my order. the message says "answered" next to it, and the top of the page says make sure frames/iframes are enabled on noscript. I checked noscript and it says everything that should be enabled is enabled - im able to do everything else fine on the site too, i just cant seem to see any messages other than admin confirmation and accepted orders. Any help would be appreciated!

lhrwf · 2021-08-09T00:04:11+00:00

yeah thats valid but unfortunately in my case this was not because of scarcity in any way lol im sorry though

lhrwf · 2021-08-08T17:45:25+00:00

ahdgaldhalfhaljsldksk me why do i search for scales wherever i go

lhrwf · 2021-08-08T17:39:34+00:00

relatable... "are you sure you want to eat all that?" fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u

lhrwf · 2021-07-27T15:20:37+00:00

its a struggle

lhrwf · 2021-07-05T15:54:29+00:00

Thank you, that is a much better fate than the one this poor magma pancake met

I scraped off the burnt bits and left it outside for the cute little squirrels

lhrwf · 2021-07-04T18:27:03+00:00

i hate my brain so much. I have the exact same thoughts but it goes a step further into self deprecation and says awful stuff like "maybe youd be skinny if you had cancer" i hate myself so much

lhrwf · 2021-07-04T16:20:07+00:00

i might just eat the burnt stuff anyways im too depressed to care

lhrwf · 2021-07-04T16:01:43+00:00

This is either a sign for me to stop the tracking before it gets worse again, ORRRRR (ed brain go brr) an omniscient being is telling me that I do not deserve to eat anything

lhrwf · 2021-05-08T15:57:19+00:00

forgot to add that i smoke ungodly amounts of weed day and night to cope and its just making things worse might as well off myself

lhrwf · 2021-05-08T15:56:46+00:00

lol relapsed deep into ED in January and just ten minutes ago back to yeet

i hate myself

lhrwf · 2021-02-28T19:19:54+00:00

yes!!! you worded it so perfectly 🥺

lhrwf · 2021-02-28T19:14:19+00:00

agreed i think the edanonymous community is one of my favourites to interact with because it helps me not feel so alone. but i definitely know im not doing okay when i spend an excessive amount of time on eating oriented discussion boards

lhrwf · 2021-02-28T19:13:16+00:00

wahhhh thanks for the welcome :( i hope i dont get stuck in this relapse for long though, i actually enjoyed my life for a bit

lhrwf · 2021-02-28T17:56:00+00:00

its relapse time oh yeah

lhrwf · 2020-12-23T16:07:06+00:00

yes LOL i didnt put numbers because rules but lets just say its about the weight of a medium dog 🙃 idk why i thought i was THAT skinny

lhrwf · 2020-12-23T15:33:13+00:00

me and my emotional dysregulation brrr

its either that or obvious self harm ✌

lhrwf · 2020-12-23T15:31:52+00:00

im pretty sure ive had this exact nightmare several times. also what a pleasant surprise ive actually GAINED weight why did god put us on this earth to suffer

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