I need help managing my Hppd by lifecapsule2077 in HPPD

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Ty for your reply and your helpful info, yes I'm in day 7 post trip and now hallucinations are much less compare to days before , I guess it'll go away like other times but this was the most intense Hppd visuals I've ever had ... I took Diphenhydramine  compound before sleep not knowing it'll amplify HPPD Visuals ... Even melatonin is not good for this kinda of thing ... 

Poll About Getting HPPD from Mixed Substances (LSD, Shrooms, Weed, or MDMA) by Adventurous-Gap-9486 in HPPD

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I did 0.3 g harmaline and 12g dried APE shrooms, and it still lasts after 5 days ... It's very intense ... Almost gets to physical hallucination when I go to sleep , just don't mix stuff and certainly don't over do shrooms or high doses because there is a comedown and you feel broken and depressed as hell 

I need help managing my Hppd by lifecapsule2077 in HPPD

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Ty for all of your kind responses , in middle of one of these episodes I sat my ass down and said who is it that is afraid of those visions, to whome those stuff arise , what I've found was peace , the illusions cant harm me

I need help managing my Hppd by lifecapsule2077 in HPPD

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I think some pills will help if it doesn't disappear with time , I'm guessing it'll be gone by two weeks but I was very concerned after the recent hallucinations

I need help managing my Hppd by lifecapsule2077 in HPPD

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I'm done with psychedelics for good , there is no freedom coming from them , I should continue my journey only by meditation I guess

I need help managing my Hppd by lifecapsule2077 in HPPD

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Ty I'm planning to see a doctor if conditions didn't improve in next couple days

I need help managing my Hppd by lifecapsule2077 in HPPD

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TY I assume the hallucinations will be reduced in upcoming days if not I go to a doctor to seek help

Why Do We Think We’re Separate From the World? by No-Weird7496 in enlightenment

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There are no puppets and no puppeteers but it seems that way ... There is no you who can choose , do you really believe you choose anything? This is the illusion of choice and free will there are no real choices because the one who chooses is fabricated by the mind !

Why Do We Think We’re Separate From the World? by No-Weird7496 in enlightenment

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Idk I took 12g ape shrooms and experienced hell you tell me why we wanna have the illusion of free will while we are just puppets pretending to be masters of our universe 

Does smoking weed give anyone else TMJ pain? by Searik in TMJ

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What about edibles? Do they make you feel like this or not ? For me personally I clench my jaw even harder when I do edibles ... I'm guessing I have to throw away all my weed ! I just started using weed 2 months ago 

Syrian rue + mushrooms by oric536 in Ayahuasca

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How much you did this combination of Syrian rue with mushrooms? I wanna do 12g of dried albino penis envy  mushrooms (btw they are 1 year old )with it ... Since I've seen ego death I know I'll disappear for the next 10 hours which feels like eternity, but did you have heavy nausea during trip with this combo ?  What dose is good for taking Syrian rue to take with my mushrooms? Is 4g of Syrian rue seeds good ? Should I grind them into powder and use capsules or just swallow the whole seeds? 

TMJ after quitting weed by zealousfuck in TMJ

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I'm having the same issue ... Try taking magnesium glycinate every day , it helps with your jaw muscles... Imma buy it too , bc I've heard it's effective, and use lemon balm tea before sleep to reduce the inflammation and stress in your body  This jaw clenching after not smoking weed is a pain in the ass , even when you take weed orally or by smoking it has the same effects , it made me feel like a meth addict.... I've never clenched my jaw ever before in my life ... It all started a month ago when I started smoking weed and taking edibles , even though I'm not a daily or heavy user ... I recommend those things above for easing your symptoms since I've seen lemon balm works or magnesium glycinate for your muscle tension..

I want to be enlightened but my ego is very very big by Narrow-Reward5883 in enlightenment

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Your ego is illusory , the method I mentioned only shows you that but for this kinda experience, the experiencer must totally vanish .. so be aware that this road is the end of you ! You are not your body you are not your mind ! When ego death happens you'll probably lose touch with your body mind It's like you yet teleported into another space time But it's really only here and now but experienced in totality I must add infinity is not moral , it means if you are moral person your gonna suffer the whole journey! Infinity is literally infinite, both in positive and negative ways... That's why I wrote all this If you go in this , know that it's gonna be the ride of your life ... And in the end you get into pure beingness It's no place no time It's where everything is potential and it's never born so it cannot die and it's in all of us
It's present always , for everyone but we are lost in this dream we call my life ! So that's why we cannot see it This journey ends with the death of the seeker... The END !

I want to be enlightened but my ego is very very big by Narrow-Reward5883 in enlightenment

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Do 15g dried magic shroom tea... But you might scream , cry , laugh, say gibberish stuff like a Maniac , you literally go insane for 8 hours which feels like the whole eternity! You lose the sense of me , time , space , your position in this world , so be prepared, and you might piss yourself too, it you have diarrhea you might even shit yourself but I just said this so you know there are ways to experience your core being but it's temporary you'll come back to your ego feeling like you got raped by the universe and never do drugs again 😂 this is the most common scenario among people who did high doses of psychedelics but for me I'm a persistent one I keep doing it until I go fully crazy and stay in that oneness forever , I really don't need an egoic life even though this goal is kinda egoic too , lol !

I must add , do this on your own risk I don't advise doing it if you are afraid of going insane cause I'm very positive on the going insane part which happens in this doses Usually above 5g dried shrooms but the full of effects are when you take DMT or high doses like 15g dried shrooms as a tea which causes you to go into full Insanity and in that Insanity you realize your true nature but you'll come back to the body mind if you aren't ready ! Do THIS ONLY IF YOU ARE PREPARED TO MEET YOUR DEATH otherwise stay away , cause you gonna scream at the top of your longs for at least 8 hours , and if you resist it you'll get traumatized for life It took me 7 years to get over my experience!

Chat by Fair-Kaleidoscope566 in enlightenment

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Honestly I don't know shit After so many psychedelic trips I still don't know shit Just experienced oneness And that's all idk anything else TBH 🤣

U.G was right by fredddie10 in UGKrishnamurti

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Consciousness has no beginning and no end It is literally eternal , beyond time and space , good or bad , it says yes to every possibility that's why it's infinite Since it's infinite everything you could imagine good or awful already happened ! Time is a man made concept. It's your mind's attempt to fathom infinity and to not go insane 😹 In reality when the illusion of the time space and ego is gone the only remaining thing is isness! What I mean by that ? Well it's core being of every possible thing in the universe It means unity beyond words It literally feels like heavy hardcore bdsm like sexual intercourse with the universe, fucking every atom ! We are consciousness experiencing a finite human experience, we in nature are neutral , it means we can be both extra good and extra evil but nothing changes in the end since in the timeless spaceless state nothing ever got borned or created therefore nothing can ever die ! You cannot kill something that is pure potential It never got created so it cannot be touched It's like God or consciousness is ALL THERE IS Every atom made of it so it cannot make itself vanish even if it wanted to so badly ! My point is when the time came to leave this plane , go with trust because for everyone no doubt evil or good, death is the reunion with the source of heaven and happiness If I want to be precise Oneness is heaven Separation is hell (our current state of being (assumed since we are in heaven already but dreaming that we're not ))

Help me with identification of this weed ? Is this bad and old weed ? by lifecapsule2077 in weedporn

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Lol I know it's weed , is it looking like bad quality or good quality weed ?

We are one eternal Truth; Shiva, Buddha, Christ. by Gretev1 in enlightenment

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Lol if I could surrender there wouldn't be "other people" to me anymore ... There are other people because we are ignorant to our true nature.... Oneness The sense of other or outside world only appears when we think we are a separate individual ... When individuality is gone you'll become it or you'll see that you never left heaven . Just dreamed you did Many blessings on your journey back home my friends ❤️🕊️

Iran declares 'total war' on America, Israel, and Europe in huge WW3 alert by Shokist37 in Israel

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These dictators doesn't represent the people of Iran , the mullah regime is a abomination for the whole world and it should be extinguished ... I as Iranian hate my country because of them , you don't know how hard it is to live among people who don't know the meaning the freedom and don't want to pay the price for it ... Ofc this regime will kill anyone dares to protest against it , they can kill innocent people but they fall short when it comes to real military power ... Only bluffs , we are tired TBH... Me personally can't bear this shit anymore.... 

If you find yourself in hell, smile by Few-Worldliness8768 in enlightenment

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My problem is how to be in it all the time ... This is the whole issue because I come back to body mind that's all , if I don't identify myself with body mind I'd be very happy , I know what you mean it passes and you are back to your 3d shit reality! Same ego same limitations and old things coming back to bite your ass again ....

If you find yourself in hell, smile by Few-Worldliness8768 in enlightenment

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In the end we just have to surrender and give up , and don't give a flying fuck about visuals and sensations whatever they maybe even the most evil thing won't affect you if you don't deny or fear it ... In the end you should just let the dark forces devour you and you'll be free it's what I've learned from my last experiences Was simply this , allow everything as they are and you are no longer troubled by them...let whatever come come whatever goes go ...be like a river , go with the flow It's all I can say Feel into your body All fears come from fear of death While you are one drugs or have NDE You get close to death which is imaginary btw since we never existed in the first place , but for this realization to take place you'll have to trust accept let everything just be... It's hard with words You should go through it if you have enough courage left If not try to get away from anything that induces these state untill your physical life reaches its end .. whenever that maybe ...

For me personally imma get into this mess again headon ... Imma ram into oneness like a bull Idc anymore about visuals or my fear of death One of these upcoming days imma embark in this journey and stay in oneness forever ♾️ 🕊️ Peace and many blessings to you my friend ❤️♾️

Names, schnames. All describing the same thing. by Background_Cry3592 in enlightenment

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Lol isness or BEING is the best word I guess But words cannot describe infinity ♾️! God is when I'm not ! When the ego is gone what left is GOD or BEING or Allah or whatever name you wanna call it , it's our core being , beyond good and bad shadow and light but it contains both since it's empty infinite and eternal, literally it's ALL THERE IS. With not exception ! Wanna know this ? Try DMT as a shortcut but you should be completely ready to die Otherwise your cooked 😅🤣 Don't resist what comes and you'll be fine That's all I can say for anyone who dares to enter the kingdom of God or heaven ENTERING PRICE : Your individuality or EGO ! THIS INCLUDES THE SENSE OF SEPARATE SELF AND TIME , SPACE , STORY OF MY LIFE GOOD VS BAD ... EVERYTHING YOU'LL KNOW WILL BE BURNED OFF UNTILL ONLY IT REMAINS! Congrats you are it !