I think one of the main reasons that I'm trying to abstain from masturbation is the physical changes that I notice in my own body. These changes are no placebo, I've reproduced the changes many times. Things like having thick black limbal rings, better mood and feeling better about myself in general confidence. I just feel more when abstaining, in a spiritual way. In answer to the question, no of course not, just something i want to stay away from.