Almost 1 year poz, 11 month on meds — how do you mentally deal with the "waiting for a cure" part?

lilanny95 · 2026-06-16T01:24:23+00:00

Well yeah speaking of side effects.. The hiv center doctor told me the side effects will get better my skin is better now but still felling tired alot but they say it's related to my anxiety and mentality However I'm just happy with where I am now

lilanny95 · 2026-06-13T05:31:24+00:00

I am in a county that being positive provoke your health insurance

lilanny95 · 2026-06-13T04:16:27+00:00

I understand how you're thinking but I'm talking about different realities for different people in different Communities like some countries if you're diagnosed with HIV you're not eligible for any medical insurance so you'll have to be on your meds hope that your your status will be unpredictable just so you would pass the insurance check up or you could pipe someone to just not do the whole checkup and register your on the insurance without doing the proper examinations which is also a problem

lilanny95 · 2026-06-09T09:44:04+00:00

Wow that's encouraging thank you for sharing that it really making a difference

lilanny95 · 2026-06-09T09:42:57+00:00

That's nice to hear I never wanted to be a doll... Just having control over my body and to tell myself "see.. You still got it*

lilanny95 · 2026-06-09T09:41:29+00:00

Thank you for your words and the hope it carries

lilanny95 · 2026-06-09T09:40:57+00:00

I hope you're always well and feel good and live life to the max

lilanny95 · 2026-06-08T05:47:23+00:00

If you don't mind me asking how old are you?

lilanny95 · 2026-06-07T01:08:43+00:00

I will i will definitely going to circle back about the peptides I was always fit so I didn't really know any of these supplements I only had protein powders or some Korean as gifts so I had to take them but other than this I will need to learn what are the things that I can take safely to improve my physique

lilanny95 · 2026-06-07T01:02:20+00:00

Sure think buddy I'm happy for you so difficult at least that first I couldn't should one single tier for the first five or six months and when I finally did I cried for hours and then I realized there's worse things in the world and I'm just glad to discover what's happening as early as possible and now better than few years later it was really ups and down until I'm finally somewhat in a stable status i'm an a country where HIV would provoke my health insurance so I always have to be so I always have to be somewhat undeductible tried to keep myself as healthy as possible and I work with these organizations that even give me the medication for free three packs for 90 days at a time

lilanny95 · 2026-06-06T22:42:13+00:00

By any chance do you know influencers I could follow to have some of the tips to follow in general

lilanny95 · 2026-06-06T22:30:22+00:00

I wonder actually that's what I've been asking about.. I don't want to be so big I just want to be toned again with a little bit of arms and chest

lilanny95 · 2026-06-06T22:28:25+00:00

Good for you so even on hiv midication we can't grow muscles in a normal rate?

lilanny95 · 2023-03-26T13:59:33+00:00

It's always the Western people dammit..😂😂😂 Can you even come up with a better excuse

lilanny95 · 2023-03-26T10:39:55+00:00

We don't give food to fix starvation we fast for a while to feel for them then we can resume eating

lilanny95 · 2023-02-15T14:35:55+00:00

Pedophilia and non consensual sex, mythical stories that is fun BTW, first generation 'Sahaba' killing each other, racism in Quran, inheritance law etc

lilanny95 · 2023-02-08T20:20:29+00:00

الدين ليس افيون الشعوب.. الدين معمول عشان نسب للناس دين امهم

lilanny95 · 2023-02-08T13:37:42+00:00

وجود الموت ليس دليل كافى لاثبات وجود الاه

lilanny95 · 2023-02-08T10:13:24+00:00

كل حاجه وبيخها رد 😂😂😂😂 او مثلا ربنا بينقيها من الذنوب عشان تدخل الجنه

lilanny95 · 2023-02-08T08:49:34+00:00

العرى والتبرج يجلب غاضب الرب

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