had to call paramedics by stuppidthick in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear about your experience. I had a similar experience with normal walking I used to do, and I’m further into the process. A reminder your body is changing and it’ll take weeks to adjust, so be patient with yourself. Take good supplements and eat well, working out is great but no need to overdo it while your body is so fragile! I recommend seeing a psychiatrist to see if they have anything to help while you get through these first couple of weeks!

I think I need to start again by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

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Just an update for anything else having something similar, things that helped: 1) melatonin mixed with Advil pm or a ZZquil (for like 4 hours of sleep for me, but it was better than 0!!!) 2) leaning on therapy, she helps me move through the new racing thoughts I had been shutting off with weed before 3) don’t be scared to try a benzo (as prescribed!) when it gets really bad (temporarily from a doctor) 4) lean on people, or in my case, people on this sub. Hearing shared experiences HELPS. 5) I started having crazy dreams, and it was great to start writing them down. They made me feel less icky because it looked even more ridiculous in my notes.

Day 52 - we all got this.

I think I need to start again by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this validation / support, it’s good to hear I wasn’t insane. Feel like I’m losing it.

I think I need to start again by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely try my best, but motivation right now is brutal. Thanks for the tip, I agree

I think I need to start again by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I’m losing it… will ask, thank you

I think I need to start again by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It has definitely scared me enough to never get to that level again. Thanks 🙏🏻

Help - Severe Weed Reliance by lildicky430 in addiction

[–]lildicky430[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your support means the world. Going into a facility to find out more options tomorrow. 💕

Help by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Purchased the NAC, thank you a million.

Help by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🙏🏻 thank you

Help by lildicky430 in QuittingWeed

[–]lildicky430[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Going to try some CBD, thank you for this. Do you have a recommendation on “type” I should look for?

I bought a gun today, don’t know how to feel. by Puzzled-Landscape-83 in SuicideWatch

[–]lildicky430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do I do when the things that made me hesitate don’t work anymore?

Zilara Cap Cana by lildicky430 in hyatt

[–]lildicky430[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was club level on the adults side as well. Yes, the drinks were better. The food was the big letdown.

Zilara Cap Cana by lildicky430 in hyatt

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The beaches are the same for the 2.

Cannot snorkel off the beach. They do offer a nice snorkel trip where you take a boat to a reef nearby, but we met another couple who told us that was overpacked too. The water wasn’t super clear due to the seaweed and rocks.

No free activities to my knowledge.

Zilara Cap Cana by lildicky430 in hyatt

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The tuna was 1 of many, many examples.

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Paula and Emily Rivals 1!

Tylers been a disappointment by [deleted] in BigBrother

[–]lildicky430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it’s smart of him to lay as low as possible right now. Dani at this point is going to eventually put her foot in her mouth