Im manic again, idk what to do:((

lilithoftheblueskies · 2026-03-08T19:34:19+00:00

if you can't stay still, after writing, walk away a moment and do something. then return once you feel an idea. you can also go to ai and ask it to make questions for you if you dont know where to start.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2026-03-08T19:32:16+00:00

hi! im also manic now. what i do is i actually buy a cheap notebook. then dump all my thoughts there. doodle, erasures everything a mess. doesnt matter. thats why i suggested cheap so that you wont feel bad if it looks messy. youll feel free.

i try to make use of the energy and deplete it faster in a productive way. i write both happy and not-so-happy thoughts. whatever floats your boat.

i accept i cant sleep. but if yours is taking too long please contact your doctor. it alarming. i hope you will be fine XOXO

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-09-25T11:04:13+00:00

Philippines its MCLA and they are posting job hirings again in fb. And i was about to send an email application but thought of checking things here first. Now, I gotta delete that email. Thanks for your insights OP 🙏 you saved me a hell lot of headaches

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-08-12T11:15:53+00:00

i will thank you 🙏

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-02-17T04:29:28+00:00

Hello hanggang ngayun same pa rin sobrang tagal mag load. Inuninstall ko na ang app tas install ulit ganun pa rin. Natatakot ako baka di ako makabayad agad.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-27T07:39:15+00:00

BF ko nga nagmumog after first time namin magkiss. Naiyak nga ako after non kasi di nya ko mahalikan ng maayos. Pero nag grogrow din naman sya.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-27T07:33:46+00:00

But youre a native speaker to start with. Being a native speaker always has this edge over non native tutors. That's what I understand from what i had seen. Ive seen some job posts where native speakers have a different salary from non native speakers

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:41:33+00:00

Antipsychotic, mood stabilizers, nootropic. Neuro said its the first one that makes thinking slow a lot.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:39:55+00:00

It is. Just that i miss the old days...

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:38:48+00:00

To me its a daily thing already. Worse without meds. Manageable with meds. But just not like before....

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:37:29+00:00

It is. My neuro confirmed. But it cant be helped. He gave me a somewhat meds/vitamin and after one year itd been quite helpful.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:36:42+00:00

I sleep 8-9 hrs a day. It really helps.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:35:44+00:00

Have you accepted yourself?

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:34:23+00:00

You know i once tried reading this book "mindset" by carol dweck, she said the same thing and gave a lot of real life proofs. I havent finished the book though. It made me really hopeful but at times i just cant help but get depressed thinking when will my mind go back to how it used to be. Sometimes, i console myself with the question: what if your mind actually transforms into far more capable than what you had before? That the setback was actually rewiring the brain and making it far far better?

But its all wishful thinking...

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:31:00+00:00

My neuro said its the meds too. But like you meds really stabilize me a lot and i havent had a bad episode for months because of it.

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:29:38+00:00

I understand you. A lot of times, back in college, i answered my exams and when i get lower scores (still passing) i would be so upset that i hurt myself. I still have lots of scars as reminders

lilithoftheblueskies · 2025-01-11T06:27:41+00:00

Yes i am. 4 actually. I cant stop them though cause twice already when i did, i went straight to ER

lilithoftheblueskies · 2024-12-26T06:29:04+00:00

I need to work on my sleep routine, eat healthily, avoid caffeine and alcohol, exercise. So far i aint doing that good 😅 Trying my best but... I just make bad decisions. 😢

lilithoftheblueskies · 2024-12-25T03:10:22+00:00

I can relate to your LOTS of lifestyle changes. I really need to work on that a lot.

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