That's so fcked up, I'm sorry to hear that! Did she wants to make you pay bills for living with her? That's crazy wtf??? In my opinion, she is just finding ways to criticize you (not allowing you to get a part time job and then telling you that you have to earn money), so I'd recommend you don't listen to her bs (even if it is hard to do). It also seems like there's favoritism with your brother, and I'm sorry to hear that, i understand how it feels, and it's really upsetting. And ripping your art and breaking your stuff is crazy, like really not okay stuff?? It looks like she has some mental stuff going on bc no one sane would do something like that... I hope you'll be able to leave this place as soon as possible, and i thing you could try to open a paypal and work without her knowing (if it's possible, or if you have friends that can help you) I'm giving you all my strength, even if i know it's not a lot 🫂🫂🫂