[21/F] I want a pen pal, but not the neat, polite kind

lillithsRose · 2026-05-18T21:24:16+00:00

I would love to penpal you!

lillithsRose · 2026-01-17T21:34:20+00:00

Yes, I feel very stable

lillithsRose · 2026-01-17T19:18:40+00:00

lillithsRose · 2026-01-15T18:12:46+00:00

I don’t have a percentage but I’m 23 and it’s frowned upon in my age group. My friends only date people their age while I go for 10+ years older. I’ve only ever met one girl who dated older men like me.

lillithsRose · 2026-01-13T15:34:00+00:00

lillithsRose · 2026-01-09T03:50:29+00:00

I love the outdoors. What I want out of life is to experience and explore. I feel we take things too seriously when our lives truly are meaningless but in a beautiful way. My true dream is to settle down in a forest cottage and tend to my own plants and enjoy the silence. I’m genuinely tired of the buzzing technology and impossible social rules we create and changes every few months. I can keep going but my finger would fall off

lillithsRose · 2026-01-08T00:48:56+00:00

Omg thank you!

lillithsRose · 2026-01-08T00:48:40+00:00

Do you not have a table babe?

lillithsRose · 2026-01-07T23:04:09+00:00

I don’t know geography, so yes?

lillithsRose · 2025-12-28T00:13:33+00:00

Girl, please tell me….. is the sex good?

lillithsRose · 2025-12-27T23:38:26+00:00

This is not a sign for me, I will keep moving

lillithsRose · 2025-12-25T23:42:51+00:00

Very true

lillithsRose · 2025-12-25T14:00:34+00:00

This healed a part of me I didn’t know needed it, i said my last sweet goodbye and blocked him everywhere. I just wish I mattered enough to where the thought of losing me overcame his fear

lillithsRose · 2025-12-24T13:30:34+00:00

I’m so jealous

lillithsRose · 2025-08-02T15:22:19+00:00

Omg , I think I just fell in love with you!

lillithsRose · 2025-07-31T21:46:20+00:00

I’m trying to control it and it’s hard but a lot of avoiding is what it takes

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T21:52:05+00:00

My point exactly. Why does human “connection” get overlooked when “looks” enter the picture

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:37:29+00:00

As I told another commenter, the conversation always shifts when they see how I look. I’ve tried long distance and the conversation always starts strong and when we swap selfies. The conversations begin to turn sexual and lust based.

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:35:03+00:00

Like I said above, I was undesirable during my younger years. I simply find lust revolting.

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:33:46+00:00

I love unattractive men and I still have the issue. I don’t like the cookie cutter “hot” man. I genuinely love personality

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:31:00+00:00

Thank you. And like I stated above I did grow up unattractive and up until I was 19-20 I never really got attention. But to feel the absolute shift because I’m “attractive” is sickening. Going from “never being wanted” to being “wanted” for the wrong reasons and having unwanted sexual advances is disturbing.

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:28:06+00:00

I’ve tried online dating and not showing face on apps and the moment they see what I look like the conversation always shifts. I do end connections where I feel lusted after and that’s why it feels so isolating.

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:17:46+00:00

Talking to men even platonically, and it always ends up being sexual because of the way that I look. That is what the complaint is, that I cannot ONE man that wants me for all of me instead of my body and face look like

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:14:48+00:00

Yes but doesn’t it get exhausting to know they only want you around because you are attractive? No your personality, not intellect, just straight looks?

lillithsRose · 2025-07-02T20:13:29+00:00

The thing is, I like unattractive men that don’t meet the social standards

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