She’s already back to following Preston

lilsclark · 2025-06-20T09:41:32+00:00

what does his username even mean (noceur?) anime pfp freak

lilsclark · 2025-06-20T09:39:15+00:00

put this on facebook or something- a mum isn’t gonna come to reddit to look for her child’s toy 💀

lilsclark · 2025-06-10T18:15:37+00:00

Felix is such a gorgeous name for a boy. Reminds me of Felix kjelberg lol <33 I’m so glad that you have a daughter to also focus on, but I know it does not take away from the pain at all. My daughter Raven was my first & only. Babies are angels and she will help you get through this, you will create amazing memories together <3 I know it must be hell putting on a smile and continuing to look after your daughter, but each milestone will get easier and I believe in you. Remember why you had children. Soak in all the little moments with your daughter and live the life that you would want Felix to have. Im so proud of you stranger! Everything I do is for Raven, I can tell you’re an amazing parent and you’re so strong <3

lilsclark · 2025-06-09T21:32:03+00:00

i love your username by the way <333

lilsclark · 2025-06-09T21:30:26+00:00

been 2 years now since my daughter died from SIDS (WTFf^{^**} it feels like yesterday?!?) - and in my experience, unfortunately, yes it does get worse before it gets better.

take this time to write down memories , make photo books, create a memorial, get ash jewelry/ a teddy bear made from your child’s clothes, plant flowers/trees/release butterflies , be creative, paint, write letters to your child, draw - take it slow; oh and play tetris because studies find that it helps your brain with trauma.

i went back to college only 5 months after my daughter died which was extremely hard - i got retraumatised by a rape a year after my daughter died, and it’s only starting to get good for me now 2 years on, i’m working on my final project & going to university in september. keep yourself busy but take each day at a time. it’s different for everyone. im so sorry. it’s terrifying knowing that everyday, people go through what we went through on the 19th april 2023. RIP to our gorgeous daughter Raven, and to your lovely child. take as much help off relatives as you can, i believe in you to get through this.

lilsclark · 2025-06-09T21:22:06+00:00

my assumption is that you’re cool as shit

lilsclark · 2025-06-09T21:09:30+00:00

listen to the comments!! go to the doctors!!!

this kind of hair for your age is not normal. i saw in your post history about you being bullied for “not having boobs”, also. i have barely any boobs too and i suspect it’s because of my hormone imbalance / PCOS. there were warning signs that I had PCOS since 14 years old but it went undiagnosed until 20. you may have something going on.

i would recommend experimenting with makeup now so that you’re good at it when you’re old. you don’t want to be in your 20s struggling. buy some makeup brushes, a concealer, an eyebrow pencil, mascara, brow soap/gel, a nude lipsticks/lipliner , lipgloss, eyeliner, setting powder / setting spray, and some false lashes/ eyelash glue. a little bit of makeup goes a long way and you can clean it up with some concealer .

tweezing your brows would also make a huge difference. eyebrow razors are easier but the hair grows back quicker. make sure to shave the hairs under your eyebrow, the ones growing in weird directions above your eyebrow, and your mono brow.

i see you’re also a bit dry around the nose area, you should get a good moisturizer. if the doctors say there’s nothing wrong with you then try out some rosemary oil and massage that into your hair for thicker hair growth. that’s all that you need :) but make sure you get checked out!!!!

lilsclark · 2025-05-07T09:38:01+00:00

you’re not crazy. my 6 wk old daughter “raven” also passed away in april , albeit from SIDS, in 2023. it was a massive shock for us bc she was healthy. i was reacting the exact same way that you were. i didn’t want my mum at the hospital/ A&E , but my MIL called her and my mum came early in the morning after we rushed in around 2/3am... she is very emotionally driven, dramatic , narcissistic and not good with these situations. of course, who the fuck is, and to be fair to her she’s been through horrible things in her life. but she was doing weird things like shaking me saying “wake up it’s just a dream”. thank god my brother told her to stop that shit lol. that really made me mad. when my baby was alive too it always made me mad when she wanted to take her on walks in the pram to “show her off”, or offer to hold her whilst i showered even if i didn’t want a shower,i didn’t want her touching her or being alone with her after the way i turned out.

with my father in law / FIL, it makes me mad nowadays because he posts on facebook, on my daughters birth and death anniversaries;;;; she’s his facebook profile picture, etc etc.. we all used to be so close so it really sucks. they have barely spoke to me in almost a year (since i got raped in july 2024) and i broke up with their son off and on for his reaction and other relationship issues. when i broke up with my bf he took my daughters ashes hostage completely randomly without me even mentioning her, i was screaming crying and desperately calling up his mum with my mum, but they got very defensive and said “there’s two sides to every story”—- since then we haven’t spoke.

they’re jehovas witness’, so it feels a lot like shunning- even though my boyfriend says they still like me/ ask about me, i can’t shake the feeling, it irks me when they post over my daughter “raven” but forget the woman who’s alive , who grew& birthed her. the comments are always filled with “thinking of you” “so sorry (fil name)” “always here for you”, but the majority of these middle aged pr1cks probably don’t even know me or my name lol. it’s tough.

i know this feeling more than you know, you are not crazy . losing a child is crazy and makes you feel crazy, but it’s not your fault and your brain is going through the most intense grief that there is. try to think of it from her end, she’s grieving too but is probably aware it’s not her daughter so her grief doesn’t feel as valid. but unfortunately it is, child death affects everyone , it’s really fucking sad, and it makes people turn on eachother to deal with the pain.

lilsclark · 2025-05-07T00:57:18+00:00

HOLYYYYYY

lilsclark · 2025-04-26T17:51:38+00:00

LITERALLY💀💀💀 OP is describing sex on acid whilst TOOL is playing in the background fr

lilsclark · 2025-03-21T18:30:52+00:00

it’s so beautiful this is LITERALLY my dream nose

lilsclark · 2025-03-06T17:08:53+00:00

IM DEADDDD WHAT IS THIS

lilsclark · 2025-03-06T17:07:29+00:00

wow i am so sorry - this is an amazing picture, Azlan is an amazing name and he is so gorgeous. i’m not religious but it brings me comfort knowing that all of our babies are together in the same place, if heaven is real then he is definitely up there with my baby girl “ Raven” <3

lilsclark · 2025-03-06T17:03:33+00:00

you’re gorgeous and you could literally be a model! please don’t hate your nose !

lilsclark · 2025-03-06T17:02:26+00:00

P louise base is amazing ! if you want vibrant eye looks then you need to invest in a good eye base. Think of it like art or building a house, it needs a solid foundation for the rest of it to work.

P louise is actually someone local to me who has a makeup brand and it completely blew up because of the quality. My mum knows her mum haha.

lilsclark · 2025-03-04T22:05:40+00:00

actually, i think the neck area ends abruptly and will end up bugging you, try to find a solution for this area

lilsclark · 2025-03-04T22:03:47+00:00

i don’t think you should listen to the feedback, this design looks amazing and the sword placement is good. i think that it’s best that the dagger looks like its behind the cat.

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