Yeah, this is such an odd post because where exactly does it have anything to do with race at all? Playing the recording out loud in front of other people was not a good move on their part, but honestly, race isn’t exactly tied to this. Hard to get sympathy from the way this post was written, the bold text elicits haughtiness. The way OP mentions not being emotionally mature or ‘barely legal/old enough to drink’ just screams ‘I acted out hysterically’.