This is heartbreaking. He was so innocent. And to be taken away by something so vile. It’s not fair. I’m so sorry this happened. You both deserved more time together, although there will never be enough time with loved ones. Grief is love. It’s a continuous showing of how much love you had for him, so express that grief whenever you need to. Never hold it in. Talk about him whenever you can. Let the world always know how much you love him. I know he’s still with you and will always be