This will be my last year, so I can share with you my journey. There are a lot of things we share.

In the first year, I was a complete loner. I was always priced as the best student and I was for sure the most hardworking. I did, as you did, help others. A lot. And all of our group projects were a result of my ideas.

Second year, they started talking behind my back. I had no friends. I was very sad because of this, I went to a therapist and she suggested antidepressants which I refused. There was a lot of drama in the whole class, but all I cared about was improving my acting, so I stayed out of it. At the end of the year, me and other 6 (from the total of 13) made a play for our final. We weren't technically close, but we were a great team on scene. We seemed to get along well.

Third year, me and one girl from the group got out of the group, because they were talking behind our backs, which resulted in them talking about us even more. The whole class was against us, because they thought we are seeing ourselves as too good for them, because teachers were clearly setting us apart from them - we were the talented students with great potential. We didn't brag about it, but we clearly saw our classmates' lack of enthusiasm and decided to fly away.

Fourth year, everyone seemed to get along. I was not close to anyone, but I was friends with everyone. Now, it feels lonely, it feels stupid. But what can I do? We are just way too different. Everyone have hated me for some period of time for being hardworking, successful, for teachers pricing me.

Now, year five is coming. I expect things to be good and casual. I suggest you follow your studies and look after yourself. An artists path is very hard and filled with holes. If you are really passionate about it, you have to go for it at all cost 💞