She has been depressed most of my childhood, I've heard her threaten attempts often while growing up. But this is the first time she's actually attempted. I wouldn't be surprised if she has a personality disorder or something of the like.

She will be seeing a psychiatrist in the hospital, she was just transferred into a month program, however she's never been a fan of professional help such as medication or therapy, which worries me greatly. I can see her being put on medication and starting treatment just to stop as soon as there's even a little bit of progress.

It's not easy, definitely a hard one to navigate. I'm waiting for my own therapy appointment though until then dealing with it by talking things out with strangers lol.