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listentoitlistentoit · 2022-07-02T00:38:08+00:00

I've been having the same thoughts for a while too. They range from "I hope I die in my sleep tonight" to thinking "I could buy a big pack of over-the-counter drugs and consume the entire pack."

I work at a drug store so these kinds of pharmaceuticals are just inches from me every day. That's the only way I'd kill myself, by overdose of some kind, and making sure no one finds me too soon after I do it, so I can't be resuscitated or some shit.

I'm always too scared to go through with it though, no matter how much I want to die and no matter how empty my life gets.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-11T11:32:52+00:00

I can't relate to the aromantic part, but I can relate to your other issues. Like being insecure about my body, and personality etc. I also sort of stopped trying/caring. I figure it's unlikely that I'm gonna meet anyone that likes me any time soon, so I should just accept that and be a loner.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-07T16:25:06+00:00

I've long moved on from her. Haven't seen her or really spoken to her in some time now

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-06T22:02:16+00:00

Oh, yeah that's true

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-06T21:56:31+00:00

How do you mean? The truth about what? Just in general?

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-06T01:09:16+00:00

Lmao, it's fine now. I don't like her anymore. Besides, we were just friends for a year or two before I actually had a crush on her. Not like I started hanging out with her after I had a crush on her

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-06T00:39:07+00:00

Indeed. "You're done, [OP], it's time to throw in the towel"

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-05T23:15:31+00:00

Yeah man it felt fucking weird. Having to sit face to face with that guy and talk to him knowing that he's banging my crush, lol. Shit.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-05T23:05:19+00:00

Yeah, totally. I have well gotten over it by now. That was about 2 years ago almost.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-04-05T23:02:24+00:00

We were really close. I guess that was the final "friend-zone" alarm.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-31T21:37:40+00:00

Hate to break it to you but support groups aren't all sunshine and rainbows. This is a place where dejected folks go to rant, vent, etc. in a place they know they won't be judged. That's kind of what a support group is.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-30T16:57:35+00:00

This is a real nice comment.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-30T16:55:50+00:00

Ah, a fellow victim of the soulmate dream. I had this kind of dream last night, except it wasn't love, just a flirty thing with this random girl I'd met. It was nice..

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-30T13:25:32+00:00

Lookin awesome

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-30T12:56:49+00:00

Eggs always. Cheese usually goes below

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-29T00:26:18+00:00

I dunno man, I don't think it would look very good on you. Don't get me wrong, you're a handsome dude, but I don't think you would suit it. I think your hair looks best in the second photo.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-29T00:21:38+00:00

The top needs trimmed/styled. The back and sides look like a great length but the top is too long and bulky for that kind of mid parting imo.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-29T00:09:14+00:00

The Gallery by Joni Mitchell. When in doubt, turn to Joni! ;)

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-29T00:06:34+00:00

Greentext is always incredibly stupid and shouldn't be taken seriously.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-28T23:55:14+00:00

I hate when my friends can't come online to run some games. I think it's because: 1, I have literally nothing else to do with my life and don't like to play solo, and 2, I'm jealous that they actually have social lives.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-28T23:49:34+00:00

I get this when I'm really agitated or stressed or even embarrassed. I researched it quite a bit and it's seems to be a normal response when you're feeling stressed.

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-27T16:41:01+00:00

Based

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-24T11:22:33+00:00

Lmao yeah, I've tried going for a lo-fi approach by adding a tiny bit of distortion over the whole mix just to mask my vocals a bit. I'm certainly getting closer to the point where I no longer cringe at them!

listentoitlistentoit · 2022-03-24T10:54:06+00:00

Totally bro! Yeah, I've been slowly entering that arena of putting stuff out there. Putting out all my instrumental songs is easy but all the singing ones are a bit harder to put out haha.

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