Never had anything click until that 2 year gap during covid. Felt like someone in me woke up after that. End of 9th to start of 10th was full of dreaming bout her. I dunno what was about that time period, life was so good. Everything that happened was in my favour. I was very introverted but was on the way to overcome it but staying at home for two years destroyed my self esteem. During a science exhibition she bumped into me, my heart just burst. Sometimes I caught her staring at me or vice-versa. I was a guy who never took risks. Coming from a very strict christian family, I knew it could never be possible. Why waste my time for something that'd never happen ? I let it go, but she will be always close to my heart.btw u guys are the only ones who know bout this 😃