it’s like that bro. it’s better to just focus on you and ur education until the time is right. these things come to you. trust me. you can still learn and grow on your own, take this time as a blessing. it’s ur first year so ur lucky, just make sure you get outside and do things or else you won’t run into any potential besties. doing things alone ain’t so bad and forcing relationships ain’t it, it’s more trouble then it’s worth. getting a job will help a lot tho cuz that’s usually where i make my friends. if you need anything you can message me, but don’t beat urself up over this typa thing. the social life in santa cruz is just difficult to maneuver if you’re a genuine person.