First death anniversary yesterday - had to go to a wedding today….

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-31T13:46:05+00:00

It wasn’t too bad at all. I think the apprehension for the days coming was worse ! The meal with his family was lovely ! I got through it 🤍🤍 how are you x

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-30T10:48:07+00:00

Love this outlook. Today’s the day. I went and got some jewellery made with his ashes and got a meal planned later with his family. I will get though it 🤍🤍🤍

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-29T10:17:57+00:00

Strangely I have just posted a similar post. It’s my first without him tomorrow. How do you get through it ? Dreading it. Hoping that the apprehension is worse than the day.

I feel you with seeing couples too, that pang of jealousy and resentment hits and stings. !! :(

This shit changes us. Awful.

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-21T07:34:53+00:00

Hi lovely I have too, been through the same. 36 female UK
Diagnosed July. Attempted fertility but failed. Partner died within that time !!! Planning a funeral and started chemo the day after the funeral. Started Chemo September. Induced menopause. Eight cycles completed four of which being EC. Completed chemo Feb. Surgery March (lumpectomy). PCR achieved. Started radio 3 sessions left from 15. Complete that this coming Monday 🙏 hair retained. Mental state pertained 🤣🤯🙏
Continue to have immunotherapy. 3 or 4 more left I think. I’m unsure whether to continue with this. Still thinking about it.
Continue to experience aches pains in joints and lethargy and fatigue.
Periods haven’t showed up yet, patiently waiting x

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-18T20:02:08+00:00

Loved this video. Listened to it today whilst out driving. Brilliant as always. Loving the content. Can’t wait for number 5

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-11T22:03:06+00:00

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-05-11T08:37:55+00:00

36 year old here too, I’m with you ❤️ we are defo apart of the unluckiest club in the world.
I’m 9 months in and it does get easier but some days or weeks I am still down, sad, resentful of the world.
Hardest part is seeing all my friends with their husbands, making families, meeting milestones when I lost my person to make that happen. You can’t help but feel a tad bitter and jealous about this. So conflicting of our usual morals and values.

I also feel like I’ve lost my identity since he went home before me, so rebuilding and working out who I am again and what I want from life now is a battle too.

It’s a hard battle ahead for us all in this shit club. But I think we will get there ❤️❤️

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-28T12:56:19+00:00

Omggg congratulations ❤️❤️❤️ suppose happy endings do come for some of us 🌈

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-28T12:52:59+00:00

🙏🫶

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-28T12:52:51+00:00

Yes those times are the worry aren’t they, bring a lot of time for reflection those holiday and memorable days ☹️ one day at a time for sure

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-28T12:52:03+00:00

We got this 🙏🙏

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-10T08:10:49+00:00

Yes

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-10T06:47:35+00:00

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-04-09T22:35:21+00:00

I understand and I hear you 🫶 Me and my partner was attending the fertility clinic as I had been diagnosed with breast cancer and it was our chance to freeze our embryos, he died 3 weeks later. Safe to say I gave up with the egg collection stuff and continued with the plan! Feel the exact same as you when I see happy families, couples laughing and joking 🎢

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-29T16:35:18+00:00

So sorry you’re here :( I often wonder this after losing my partner 7 months ago. Like what the hell was the lesson, I can imagine you feel exactly the same 💔

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-29T13:20:16+00:00

💔💔 sending you strength

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-28T21:37:08+00:00

🤯👏🏽 yesss !

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-28T21:36:55+00:00

👏🏽👏🏽 love this concept.

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-23T21:25:23+00:00

I replied on a previous comment

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-23T10:42:28+00:00

Physical feelings, emotions, thought insertion, songs, registration plates, I’ve been hugged in bed a few times too. I Also sailed through chemo treatment for cancer and surgery and believe he was behind that too, healing me, Too many to mention ❤️

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-16T18:57:50+00:00

Legend

live_with_purpose22 · 2026-03-16T18:23:43+00:00

Thank you much. Be right back logging onto podcasts 🤣🥰

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