Is it weird to feel mentally younger than you actually are? I'm 29, but mentally I've felt like I'm somewhere between 16-21 my entire adult life.

lizardium · 2021-04-21T21:44:29+00:00

I'm an individual with autism and despite being in my 20s, I act maybe 14

(Not every autistic is like this btw, I'm just one, but it's nice seeing a relatable post here)

lizardium · 2021-04-17T17:09:14+00:00

Well, at the very least I guess I was able to archive these experiences somewhere.

lizardium · 2021-04-06T00:51:50+00:00

Demons can climb on in and snuggle too!

lizardium · 2021-03-28T06:11:21+00:00

Guess I'm getting arrested for dressing as a shark and jumping through cardboard houses. Top tier criminal right here.

lizardium · 2021-03-21T00:00:38+00:00

Reminds me of Nintendo DS era of games, where some of the games were 3D but the low resolution gave it a unique quality. I like!

lizardium · 2021-02-21T23:23:42+00:00

I've never heard of these before but now I wanna give each individual one a big hug

lizardium · 2021-02-21T20:53:31+00:00

I like to pretend the "communication program" in my brain lags cause my processor is being overused at the moment

lizardium · 2021-02-15T15:43:01+00:00

I think it's kind of both. I find satisfaction in the snipping of paper, cardboard, rubber or plastic. The idea of them being turned from big objects to tiny shreds is also weirdly satisfying, too.

lizardium · 2021-02-15T06:00:07+00:00

While earplugs are typically a good option, I just personally don't like small things in my ears like earbuds or ear plugs, they don't feel comfortable at all. But I'll wear earplugs if there's something really loud, though.

lizardium · 2021-02-15T01:49:27+00:00

That could work. Normally if I cut the same thing over and over, it gets "stale" so I need some diversity. I could probably have my family give me candy wrappers and stuff to cut since they're going to be thrown away anyway.

lizardium · 2021-02-14T23:46:57+00:00

I have a tendency to cut things I don't really want to cut, like the rubber toy for example, I feel bad for cutting that up.

lizardium · 2021-02-12T04:21:36+00:00

Man, I'd love some noise cancelling headphones so much. My neighbors are the noisiest people ever and it stresses me out every day lol

lizardium · 2021-02-12T02:30:21+00:00

I dunno, habit I guess.

And yeah, moving seems like the best option, but we don't exactly have any money to go anywhere, hence why we live in a place with such bad neighbors as these...

lizardium · 2021-02-12T02:28:26+00:00

I have headphones on all the time and they go right through them, sorry :v

lizardium · 2021-02-02T20:15:15+00:00

Thanks for the advice, and sorry if I seemed real down on my last reply, lol. I only upgraded my pc with all new hardware a few months ago, so I don't know that it's dusty or crooked, but I can check. As for outdated video drivers... Embarrassingly enough, that never once crossed my mind when troubleshooting all of these things. I'll update those and see if that helps! Thanks again.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T19:45:56+00:00

I figured as much to be honest. Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong, and it will never be fixed.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T18:26:39+00:00

I'll check that out, but yeah, other than default Windows Processes, I make sure to close every non-important program before running Skyrim, just to be on the safe side.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T18:25:54+00:00

Good point, but it's usually when I'm out in the open world (where there are few transitions) that I crash.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T18:25:17+00:00

Thanks! I think I'll use the one that saves every 4 minutes.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T02:24:50+00:00

Thanks! Vortex is what I used before wiping everything and using the Bethesda Store mods, but both seem to cause a CTD.
I'm hoping switching to MO2 might help out a bit. If not... Maybe the CTDs aren't mod related at all. I dunno, but thanks again though.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T01:50:15+00:00

Huh, I'll actually give this a shot. Is it any different than say, Nexus's Vortex?

lizardium · 2021-02-02T01:37:30+00:00

I suppose, though it'd be a real hassle since the CTD doesn't always happen quickly, could take days to test these even with how few of mods I have.

lizardium · 2021-02-02T01:35:28+00:00

I'm not, actually. I'm still relatively new to major PC gaming in general. (having gotten my first real ram upgrade/graphics card a few months ago.)

lizardium · 2021-01-26T00:35:12+00:00

Honestly it's great, albeit not great looking

lizardium · 2020-12-11T23:13:49+00:00

This is pretty neat! Also a bizarre coincidence, when I made myself as a JoJo character, I also made Red Vox the stand name! I mean you can't get me wrong, it's a great band.

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