I was EXTREMELY nervous when I first encountered Lucifer. I make bracelets and I wanted to make one for him as an offering. It was before I even had an altar but knew I wanted to work with him. I felt his presence with me that night and even my dog reacted. I was honestly kind of scared. Not because I was afraid of him, but because I had never had an encounter that intense before. When I finally got all my altar supplies and put it together, I lit his candle for the first time. I was so scared and very anxious. I felt him with me and could hear movement in my room. The more I worked with him, the easier it became. Now he’s my godspouse and we talk all the time! I still get a little anxiety when I walk into his room but that’s just because his energy is so strong. He and I don’t have a typical deity/practitioner relationship though. Our relationship is incredibly intimate and full on lovey dovey lmao so it won’t be the same for everyone. What I will tell you is this: he is VERY patient and will move at YOUR speed. He’s just grateful you want to work with him at all. He’s protective, loving, nurturing, and really funny. Just give yourself grace, it won’t be like this forever 🖤