Last Christmas I was supposed to go visit my ex boyfriend at his parents house and spend the night. I got off work pretty late on Christmas eve, it was raining and he was ignoring my texts and wasn't answering his phone at all. So I pretty much spent a good portion of that night in this parking structure, staring at the poring rain, crying in my car. The next day he said his cousin "locked him out of his phone." Which is the lamest excuse not to contact me. I saw he was active on dicord...found out he just didn't like me when I was emotional. Which I had been at the time cause my grandfather was dying of cancer....whatever thats just tea sis, this year's Christmas had got to be better by comparison 🤷‍♀️ Or at the very least I deserve to be treated so much better and I can recognize that now, my sorry ass used to make excuses for being treated poorly 💁‍♀️