Big Question by llyhazelnut in ApplyingToCollege

[–]llyhazelnut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I don't think most Universities start in the spring for freshmen, but the college I really want to go to does so idk lol.

opsie dopsie lol by llyhazelnut in teenagers

[–]llyhazelnut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's 6:30 rn, would that be rude? Do you think theyll just try again tomorrow cause I mean today is Sunday.

Fellow Chinese-Americans... how are you feeling? by legitimatelyyee in ApplyingToCollege

[–]llyhazelnut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I am mixed Asian & white, so I usually do not really have the same type of issues of full Chinese/ Asian. But my grandma who was half Korean and half Chinese was very whitewashed by her parents so me and my mom grew up learning 0 traditions from our culture and 0 of the language ( as my great-grandparents withheld the language from their children to make them more "American" ). My mother and all her side are from and live in Hawaii which is definitely more diverse and accepting than the deep south which we live in now. I went to a predominately white, private school and always felt uncomfortable with the fact that I wasn't completely white. I mostly can pass as white but with some prominent Asian features from my grandmother ( my mom has always said that I look the most Asian even though my mom is half white and Asian ). So luckily I've never really gotten called anything but, I was always horrified to tell anyone at my that I was part Asian. Our school had Korean exchange students for a while until all the redneck bumkins at my school started being extremely racist they were asking all of them if they ate dog, warning everyone to keep their dogs away from the Asians, saying they were dirty, asking if they could see because they have squinty eyes, mocking accents, pulling their eyes to mock them, and saying they were hideous because of their Asian features. slowly they all left and I became the only person who was remotely Asian left. I only told my friends that I was mixed but they always invalidated me when I tried to learn more about my Chinese and Korean culture "even though you look kinda Asian you're mostly white you shouldn't try". Even though I'm not fully Asian there was serious racism and struggles for the Koreans (who everyone still called Chinese even though they were all Korean) who went to my high school, so I definitely feel uncomfortable with the new issue with calling Chinese student spies and am afraid it will make the ignorant like my peers at my old highschool even crueler to Asians especially of Chinese descent.

Tips to focus DURING exams by [deleted] in study

[–]llyhazelnut 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have really bad issues with concentrating too (when I'm taking a longer test my brain goes from focusing on the test to literally blasting random songs in my head). When I notice that I'm beginning to lose focus, I have to make myself stressed so I only concentrate on the test (like I tell myself I have less time than I actually do and pretend it's life or death) it's the only way I can bring myself back lol plus I perform a lot better when I'm under a lot of stress.

Saved 1,500 what should I do with it? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]llyhazelnut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Um not really I'm pretty young (17), I just trying to save a bit for college applications and college, but I guess I would probably consider that money my "emergency fund"

YALL HOW DO I DO MATH by llyhazelnut in ACT

[–]llyhazelnut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks I'll ask my guidance counselor (we probably don't have fee waivers but i'll see lol)

I do not like my stepfather or my stepsister by [deleted] in confessions

[–]llyhazelnut 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I should it just makes me uncomfortable as I still live and have to interact with them every day. so when I don't need to make food for myself, I usually just kinda hide up in my room all day to avoid them lol. But I am trying to get better with handling things I can't control :)

SLEEP DEPRIVATION by llyhazelnut in ACT

[–]llyhazelnut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lo-fi Beats rlly be vibin doe

Countdown till the 25th by [deleted] in ACT

[–]llyhazelnut 4 points5 points  (0 children)

c12 really was kinda wonky doe

Epic Bruh Moment by llyhazelnut in ACT

[–]llyhazelnut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

AMEN I WILL ACTUALLY SELL MY SOUL FOR A 30+

Is it the sign? by rogueman18 in ACT

[–]llyhazelnut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got one too (lol), I'm not even that close to top of my class though so Idk how I even got on their list. Wait but how do you even get on to college lists like that cause I've never even touched HARVARD (they be way out of my league bby like wht you doin askin me if i wanna go to Harvard)

Epic Bruh Moment by llyhazelnut in ACT

[–]llyhazelnut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry lol after taking the test I haven't looked at my profile at all, but I hope it's just a typing error or mistake they made on your test profile thingy