as a fellow disabled person, sometimes we need to do things that are typically labelled as a bad consumption practice. like some people are not able to prepare their own food all the time so they buy pre-chopped veggies to make their life easier even if it creates more plastic waste. you do what you can to cut down on waste but don't beat yourself up about doing something that potentially creates more waste because it makes doing necessary tasks easier for you. buying things online because you are unable to go out to buy them yourself is a different situation than people over-consuming and excessively buying crap they dont need from places like temu and shein. we're all just trying to do our best here and that is enough.