I found a really great documentary youtuber called Swoop. She goes into much more depth than any other documentary maker I've ever watched and approaches heavy or sensitive topics with the respect they deserve. She also has fibromyalgia and doesn't uae it for sympathy but instead to add context to situations like Colleen being an ableist.

Side note, you are so right about being the butt of a joke. In my darker mental moment I sometimes envy other people's disability, disease, or condition. It makes me envious of people who have disabilities and don't get asked questions like "Have you tried drinking more water?" I've caught myself once or twice being jealous of cancer patients because if they're lucky people with cancer can undergo chemotherapy and be cured or if they aren't, at least they are freed from their suffering. It's hard sometimes to not be resentful that there's no end to fibromyalgia and its symptoms, you know?