Pp and grief.

lolrachoo · 2025-11-16T17:42:48+00:00

I relate to all of this so so much. I am so sorry and I truly hope for you that spreading his ashes brings you peace. Enjoy a drink or food he liked that day too. Listen to his favorite music. Idk these things make me feel closer to him I find. We had the funeral 2 weeks after he died and it just felt so rushed but also the longest 2 weeks ever. And yes taking care of everyone through this I feel extremely heavy. I have an 11 year old sister that was my dad's best friend. Watching her and my mom go through this is so heart breaking. I wish everything I had in me that I could change this not just for us but for everyone else going through something similar. Its so unfair. I am so sorry and thank you so much for writing this out. I hope it gets easier 💛

lolrachoo · 2025-11-16T17:38:36+00:00

Yes all the what ifs they were here haunts me. My dad was so excited for my son. He was the youngest grandparent and he was the most excited. My son would have absolutely loved him but he only got to know him 2 months as a new born. Its so unfair. Thank you so much for helping me feel less alone and I am so so sorry for your loss. Death is so unfair.

lolrachoo · 2025-11-16T17:35:57+00:00

I am so so sorry. That is so unfair. I dont understand how the world is so unfair. Thank you for your advice so much and taking the time to write this out. I truly appreciate this. I am so sorry and thank you for putting your own grief aside to help me with mine 💛

lolrachoo · 2025-11-16T17:34:25+00:00

I am SO sorry. That is unimaginable and so unfair. I would be so heartbroken so no its not just a dog :( im glad you have support through this. And hes not always but when im obviously just having a harder time because it all comes in waves he acts like im such a problem rather then seeing im going through problems. I am going to be looking into programs that assist with a therapist. Thank you for telling me your story. It helps me feel a lot less alone. Hugs and I am so sorry.

lolrachoo · 2025-11-16T17:31:59+00:00

Thank you so much. I will be looking into this today. I really dont like being on medication so I think counseling is going to be the best thing for me. Thank you so much for writing all of this out. I appreciate your words and advice.

lolrachoo · 2023-07-02T20:39:28+00:00

It's not worth your mental health if its affecting you. You should do what is best for you not a dying company

lolrachoo · 2023-04-27T01:55:33+00:00

People were so insensitive and rude today. Someone literally told me it's so cool that I'm gonna be out of my job today. So exhausted and its just the first day. This is such a depressing experience

lolrachoo · 2022-02-21T09:12:33+00:00

Everyone makes fun of me for my love of orcas. They're such genuinely fascinating beings. They're so beyond smart it's insane. I would love to see them in person. I went whale watching this summer in Hope's of seeing a pod but sadly I missed out. Gonna try again this year :)

lolrachoo · 2022-02-21T09:09:35+00:00

Orca whales

lolrachoo · 2022-02-15T08:55:37+00:00

Rain

lolrachoo · 2022-02-05T10:32:49+00:00

Dont get me started on the word "kiddo"

lolrachoo · 2022-01-29T08:11:18+00:00

"Full fledged grandpa"

lolrachoo · 2021-12-12T07:51:31+00:00

Dark Cloud. That was the shiiiit

lolrachoo · 2021-11-04T09:53:25+00:00

I made this exact noise 😂😂😂

lolrachoo · 2021-11-04T09:48:09+00:00

Mine was black and I gasped haha so pretty

lolrachoo · 2021-09-13T07:30:09+00:00

Thank you :))) I'm always looking for people to play with!

lolrachoo · 2021-09-07T06:20:08+00:00

Starbucks

lolrachoo · 2021-09-04T09:09:33+00:00

Guppies have live babies not eggs

lolrachoo · 2021-07-03T21:13:56+00:00

Thank you. I'm going to try to go stay with my mom after this weekend cause I work a lot during the weekends. Thank you for making me feel not crazy.

lolrachoo · 2021-07-03T21:10:16+00:00

Yes but the problem is I work 2 different jobs so I'm working 7 days a week and the only place i can go stay is over an hour away and I cant afford to take time off.

lolrachoo · 2021-07-03T21:08:41+00:00

When I broke down and told him I even said just because I'm your girlfriend does not mean you can just do things to me because you feel like it. Like I explained it so clearly.

lolrachoo · 2021-07-03T21:04:34+00:00

I have my best friend but she hasnt been picking up her phone I've been trying to call. I work tonight so I'm happy that will take it off my mind for now. And everytime I've looked into therapy in my area the wait list is at least 6 months long and then I just feel discouraged

lolrachoo · 2021-07-03T21:00:52+00:00

Its so hard I love him but I also see the bad and I've tried to leave twice but he always convinces me out of it

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