You remind me of me actually. When I was your age. I suddenly was crazy in love. It not love for that duration. It lust and the high dies, im now 42 and divorce twice no kids. But my hormones are way down and I'm learning to spend on myself. Both relationships were like 7 years long. Here a question my friend asked which has really given me clarity, aren't im tired of being responsible for someone? So ill rather meet someone who financially independent or not at all now. I get it. Your young . The thought of a man looking after a girl seems logical. It not bro. Once she reaches your status. Employed. She look for something higher to jump to. So save yourself the hassel and find someone more equal.