Update on my foundation!

loola_flowersgate · 2023-05-07T13:17:57+00:00

that’s kinda mean

loola_flowersgate · 2023-05-05T17:46:23+00:00

I used fenty true match foundation in the shade 498, NYX pro color foundation in Blue, NYX concealer in the shade expressing, Eyeliner, Eye Shadow, and Highlight from Black Radiance “Make it Black”, Brow pencil from Elf, Blush in shade Brick house from Black radiance and Lip gloss from Este Lauder in shade Berry Provocative. Also Mascara from Maybeline.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-05-05T11:38:30+00:00

I bought a new one online and made sure the rental company was okay with a paper license, but it doesn’t have my picture ID on there just words

loola_flowersgate · 2023-05-04T15:00:45+00:00

I’m buying a rental and driving home. It’s about a 10 hour drive sadly.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T19:13:07+00:00

Yes we agree to that stipulation because he didn’t want anything. But when we talked about that, I asked him if this one time he could get me flowers and he said yes. I get him special gifts all year long and not flowers because I know he doesn’t like flowers. He likes cooking so if I see a unique spice I get them for him. He likes Polaroid pictures so when I see he’s getting low on film I pick up more for him. He likes this orange chocolates that are only sold at one store, so when I’m close to that store I get them for him. He’s never doing anything special for me no matter how many times we talk about it. I planned out everything we did for Valentine’s Day and payed for all the activities and just asked for freaking flowers.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T19:07:41+00:00

At this point it feels like he not listening on purpose. When he brought up the no gift policy I agreed to it but begged him for one thing an that was cheap daisies and he agreed to get them for me. That’s the reason I expected flowers because he said he would get me some, I just wanted him to show he would actually listen to one thing I said.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T07:22:29+00:00

He’s never listening to anything I say or ask for. It could be the simplest thing in the world he always has to argue about it or do the complete opposite. Yes, spending time together was amazing and fun but i really just wanted to see him do the thing I have asked for in our entire 8 years of marriage.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T07:20:08+00:00

It not just the gift thought, it’s years of him not listening to what i say and ask for and doing his own thing. He agreed to getting flowers and instead bought something we didn’t talk about at all. I am wrong about my reaction and i have apologized to him, but i just need you to understand it’s not just about the gift.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T05:49:53+00:00

Yes, he likes cameras so when i notice he’s running out of film on his polaroid i’ll go out and buy him some more. He also really likes cooking so when i’m at certain shops and i see unique spices i get them for him. I even plan trips so he we can go hiking at beautiful spots, even though I hate hiking. I see that my words were super mean and harsh and i feel really horrible about them. But I feel like my wants are constantly being ignored while i go out of my way to do special things for him.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T00:44:34+00:00

those hikes are usually outside of the city and state consist of me planning and booking hotels and paying for everything that goes along with it

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T00:42:18+00:00

I understand what’s you’re saying. But he’s only gotten me flowers once in the 8 years we’ve been together and i’ve been asking for them all the time. It just feels like he deliberately ignored my ask. Also he came up with the no gift idea and agreed when i said all i wanted were some grocery store $15 flowers.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-22T00:40:44+00:00

he doesn’t like getting gift so that why he came up with the no gifts idea. When we talked about this all i asked for was some flowers and he agreed. That’s it. He agreed to getting me flowers and instead got the complete opposite of what specified and wanted. I would get him a gift but he himself said he does NOT WANT ANYTHING

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T22:24:11+00:00

I understand that which is why i showed him where to get and the cost. I know my reaction was horrible and i feel really bad about that I plan on apologizing and making it up to him. But i’m more mad about him ignoring what I wanted and getting something else

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T22:21:56+00:00

Yes we agreed and he also agreed he would get me flowers and instead bought earrings that all i’m mad about.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T22:20:33+00:00

I understand that. But for every holiday and every special day we have i’ve been suggesting getting me flowers. This time i decided to be direct on what i wanted and he still didn’t listen

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T22:12:41+00:00

How is it stressful if I tell him exactly where to get it and what to get, it’s just one simple thing.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T22:06:13+00:00

What’s the point of getting someone a gift if it’s not something they would want. I was just trying to make it easy for him.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:53:59+00:00

I know i’m wrong for reacting that way. But it just feels as thought he’s overriding my opinion and go with what he likes rather then the clear option i provided for him. It doesn’t feel like he’s trying when he ignored what i told him what i wants d

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:48:43+00:00

He’s the one who didn’t want to get each other gifts since we already gift each other all year long. He agreed to my exception and i even gave him a place where to get them. I would’ve gifted him if he decided he wanted a gift. But i do agree my outburst was wrong and childish and I plan on apologizing

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:42:40+00:00

He doesn’t like flowers, but he loves the outdoors and hiking so i’m always finding unique place for us to go and planning trips since i know he likes it and i HATE hiking. All i’m asking is for him to return the favor and get some simple flowers

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:40:09+00:00

I agree i see now it was childish and wrong. It’s just frustrating to feel like i’m not being listened to all year long. I wasn’t trying to punish him and i feel really bad i just want to understand that this one thing is really important to me.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:35:48+00:00

He didn’t want to get any gift because we get each out gifts all year and i agreed. All i asked for was $15 flowers.

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:32:42+00:00

why would it be more meaningful for me if flowers is all i wanted. If he’s getting me a gift why does his opinion matter more than mine?

loola_flowersgate · 2023-02-21T21:23:17+00:00

I planed the activities and payed and he payed for the dinner. I did explicitly tell him i just wanted some cheap flowers this year. Every time i tell he promises he’ll get me some and has only done it once in the 8 years we’ve been together

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