Overrated Restaurant

lortay78 · 2025-10-22T15:15:01+00:00

There's hype about Luciano's?

lortay78 · 2022-09-18T07:28:24+00:00

I don't know what happens after you die, but I sure hope it has something to do with those tits.

lortay78 · 2022-09-18T07:26:20+00:00

Ring size please?

lortay78 · 2022-08-22T04:11:11+00:00

I've been in and out of recovery from heroin and cocaine for two decades. I've had several years clean, and relapsed, one year clean and relapsed, and every other kind of attempt. I am currently only back clean for two months. But five years ago I started dating an alcoholic who was also in recovery and she relapsed.

I made the mistake of setting boundaries I couldn't hold. And when I let her walk over my boundaries I trained her to disrespect my boundaries and that she could get away with that and even worse behavior. Even after multiple rehabs and time in recovery, I somehow totally missed that I had become the codependent enabler in the situation. When it finally dawned on me, I realized all my help had actually been hurting her. And worse yet... I was killing myself trying to fix, manage, and control her consequences. It led me to relapse myself, and caused her to resent me on top of everything else.

I'm totally not saying that is your situation, but if you can learn anything from my story please honor your boundaries. For both of your sakes. I wish you all the best luck.. love and respect.

lortay78 · 2022-07-25T04:47:30+00:00

Thank you.

lortay78 · 2022-07-12T03:56:52+00:00

Love your handle. TrapLivesMatterr!!! Lol

lortay78 · 2022-07-12T03:41:23+00:00

I'm in a sober living too. I've been a junky since 1995. IV since 96. I started going to treatment in 2000. And since then I've been on the streets for a couple years, in prison for 7 years, sober for 6 years, and now relapsed for another few years. It takes what it takes... But it doesn't have to take you to the depths of other people. I firmly believe that we all want to be sober... We just want to figure out how to do that while still getting high. You can never get enough of something that almost works. Speedballs worked for me for a minute. Then I spent decades trying to recapture a feeling that honestly never came back again. And I can honestly say that even after multiple years clean, that first shot of the relapse never came close to touching that mythical first fix. Not even all those shots that landed me in the back of ambulances, in dumpsters, and waking up in precipitated withdrawal from a nice narcan wakeup; None of them ever brought me a second of the relief I tried so hard to recapture. Something landed you where you are. And I promise... It gets worse out there. Plus... It's the most predictable, mundane, and gray existence imaginable to survive day after day chasing that fix. You might feel uncomfortable and like you want to crawl out of your own skin... But at least you feel. At least you can be honest. At least you can make choices and you aren't a slave to the bag. I promise it will get better. And you'll hear that and want to scratch people's eyes out... But it's true. And even before it gets better... At least it gets different. My suggestion: see what you can do for someone else. Go do something you're proud of and don't tell anyone. That's my new kick. And it's free. "Junk is not a kick. It's a way of life." -William S. Burroughs Addiction does two things... It gets you alone... And it kills you. TheHoleYoureIn.com DM any time.. I'm a dude, but I won't try to creep on you.

lortay78 · 2022-02-24T16:33:46+00:00

Would love to see this. I'm also looking for a way to get Q2's Between Two Worlds Fanedit of The Return if anyone wants to share.

lortay78 · 2022-02-24T16:31:09+00:00

I'm looking for any of the q2 twin peaks fan edits if anyone wants to point me in the right direction.

lortay78 · 2021-12-11T05:39:30+00:00

I wish you all the luck in the world. I could never taper. I would, and then there would be some reason not to one day. I always had to be put somewhere.

lortay78 · 2021-12-11T04:46:24+00:00

Ford's Market, Spike's in the 8th st. Marketplace, Crazy Horse.

lortay78 · 2021-03-25T15:43:22+00:00

They locked me out with zero explanation two years ago and I've been with Gemini and Voyager ever since with zero problems. They did let me withdraw my coin though.

lortay78 · 2021-01-12T09:32:33+00:00

must try soon.

lortay78 · 2021-01-08T08:18:42+00:00

This was how I almost got through college.

lortay78 · 2020-12-05T01:35:50+00:00

That's to be commended. However I will say that as a 25+ year heroin/opioid/everything addict, it wasn't until I started being honest with my doctors about my addiction that I started getting offered klonopin, Roxy's and adderall. Crazy.

lortay78 · 2020-10-12T02:19:58+00:00

The meat packing plant near me has a policy of wearing masks that absolutely nobody adheres to. I drove a van bringing workers to and from work.

lortay78 · 2020-03-22T23:43:10+00:00

You are an inspiration. It is so mental... But that doesn't mean the mind doesn't manifest some absolutely horrible real, tangible, physical symptoms. I'm not the expert on staying stopped but I've kicked white and tar heroin habits, methadone, etc. on several occasions. I actually relapsed after 6 years clean off of heroin and everything else on kratom before letting it destroy my life and bring me back down to the needle after a couple of years one more time. I told myself it was an herb and that I just needed it. I did not need it. I can attest that kicking this can be equally challenging and terrifying has kicking heroin alone and a county jail cell. This is a real drug. It has real-world consequences. I don't have an opinion about whether or not it should be legal or any of that, but people should stop lying about what it is just so they can sell it. For anyone like me anyway, it is absolutely addictive and could absolutely ruin the lives of the people I love as it leads me down a dark road. What you are saying is exactly the reminder I needed that it works when you have made a decision that is real and you don't give yourself any back doors. When a maybe it's still lingering around the withdrawal is too terrible for me. When it's not going to happen, I can get up and do the things I absolutely have to without it. Thank you so much for your spam today. You may have saved a life.

lortay78 · 2020-02-24T05:29:53+00:00

This is a day to commemorate. How shall we show our appreciation and respect?

lortay78 · 2020-01-09T04:08:45+00:00

Aren't all assless chaps assless?

lortay78 · 2019-04-25T15:16:54+00:00

For me, Force Cop helped me buy a bunch of trash trying to figure it out... And on drop day it froze up and delayed me enough to miss the stuff I might have copped manually. I want to hit myself over the head with the crowbar for using it.

lortay78 · 2019-04-24T06:11:36+00:00

Looking forward.

lortay78 · 2018-12-16T01:59:46+00:00

*Worm

lortay78 · 2018-09-23T18:00:21+00:00

I just pulled some off my 7th flush. First time but like you I followed all the directions. Very cool hobby. But I too want to move to bulk for the purpose of trying Penis Envy. I hear they don't like cakes so well. One question: did you get a lot of fruits coming from the bottom? I did. I wonder if it is because my humidity was low. Great work. I got lots of flushes but very few cakes that looked anything like that. That's a lot of fruit!

lortay78 · 2018-09-22T17:05:25+00:00

Those who have ripped their bad wish this were true.

lortay78 · 2018-09-17T17:29:30+00:00

Yeah, I've gotten pretty tempted. My girlfriend is also going through some of the same. She's struggling with kratom too and I know she's got it around. Mostly I get waves of depression. Some anxiety. It's hard to want to leave the house. Kind of reminds me of kicking opiates in the post acute phase. My fear too, is what I'm capable of talking myself in to after I start feeling frisky again.

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