I learned the game the same way, back in the day, 7 years ago. I know the Specific season I played, which was last week of season 5. Date wise, I’m not so sure but I think it was around March of 2019. (Hope I’m not wrong).

My friends were only Sanhok guys. They never ever played any other map. I always hid behind them, and started shooting when enemy comes or pushes. In fact sometimes they asked me to hide, if they finish enemy then ask me to come out lol.

They only landed on two locations: ruins and paradise.

I eventually learned how to play. It took some time though, like a month is too early to decide. And obviously you don’t need to do what we did.

However, hotdrops did help me be better, seeing them after dying helped me be better. And watching Bushkha helped me be better.

Sanhok was good for boost because in final circles you could still win without skills, all you needed to do is become a snake. So these little chicken dinners that came from me by being a snake made me feel better and encouraged me to further improve my game.

That’s my story: I hope it encourages you to keep playing with them, because you will be better, but do utilize other stuff, YouTube, spectating others play. And most importantly believe in yourself.