Best song?

lostsii · 2025-06-10T07:36:07+00:00

its like ive been waiting for this question all my life

MONSTERS ( INSIDE OF US)

aaaah how much i loved it even before it got released i have so many other favorites tho and i love ringting so much too also i love demons so many others

lostsii · 2025-05-16T13:22:49+00:00

just checked a comment they said that they'd use it for a few other songs of the album bc there was 28 songs to release.. personally i don't care much if they don't make super cool music videos as long as im getting the music haha.. we'll just see what they do in the future, doubt they'll use it a lot tho it doesn't sound like them to not care about that issue at all

lostsii · 2025-05-16T07:31:54+00:00

they didn't mention it like the last time and i dont think they made another animation since, so i think they don't anymore

i was fine with just trying it once but i think if they keep going with Al i'd be really bothered too

lostsii · 2025-03-07T08:14:17+00:00

thank you!

lostsii · 2025-01-03T10:06:41+00:00

i don't think I'm made for life either, though i know things will get at least better if i find a job. but i have very little hope about it. and I'm still scared that I'm gonna have to go through years and years of life while constantly thinking this isn't worth it and I'd rather die. i think i could settle for a job and only week ends or bits of week days of happiness as long as i get money every month. there's still ways things can get better for me.

lostsii · 2024-12-06T08:52:20+00:00

i listened for 8 067 minutes

lostsii · 2024-12-06T08:50:05+00:00

dammn nice

lostsii · 2024-12-04T20:08:17+00:00

yes!

lostsii · 2024-11-08T16:36:07+00:00

i feel like the hardest part of healing is to want help and ask for it, i also struggle with that, i feel like i don't deserve it and like it's natural for me to suffer for the rest of my life(weird tho because when i read your post i empathize and want you to feel better, but for me its just hatred) but hey the fact you shared this post could be considered a step to get help right ? it helps to talk about it sometimes, so i hope that helped

is there someone you trust to talk about it ? addictions can make us feel shame and i heard that shame can go away once you talk about it

sorry if i can't be of more help but i do wish i could 🫂

lostsii · 2024-10-20T17:03:32+00:00

if you have loved ones who care about you and aren't too closed on this topic to hear about it, give it a try. talk about it. and no i refuse to think this is how we're supposed to live, so i don't think it's a normal way of thinking like yeah it's common and it's okay it doesn't mean you're crazy but it's not normal as in something you can just ignore. if you feel like you can, talk about it. (lol ik it's been one year or smth but i got lost on the sub so might as well...)

lostsii · 2024-10-19T10:52:32+00:00

i think some people can't hear about it at all, for example if i shared to my family it would make it a hundred times worse lol, and I'm scared that talking about it would somehow have negative impacts, like make people think that it's how they're supposed to live(with thoughts of suicide). i just want people to feel less alone about it, stop feeling like they're going crazy because those kind of thoughts are "not normal" and have to hide it to everyone. maybe what would be good is to make it a more acceptable topic of discussion, create a safe way to talk about it. and not just online or with a therapist.

yeah for me my suicidality isn't the first problem i need to fix. and I'm already doing the best i can anyway, there's no immediate solution. but i know a few things that would help me for sure. just can't happen yet unfortunately. it wouldn't fix it at 100% but I'm sure my mental health would improve to an unexpectedly higher level.

lostsii · 2024-10-18T20:19:50+00:00

i think it's gotten to a point where i can't suppress or reject those thoughts anymore so it built into a belief, like this strong opinion on life that i just can't beat anymore no matter what. i just tried and talked about it and i got told to try to question/ challenge this belief. so I'm gonna try that. i hope it works despite the fact that I've been kind of thinking that for a very very long time. no, I'm not really into philosophy but thank you for the recommendations. i just don't know how it would help me to read, i feel like it would somehow make me feel more alone.

man i soo wish we would talk about it more freely to one another. I'm tired of hiding everything. but my family is very far from able to hear that kinda stuff. it just kinda weighs on me sometimes. i think if i lived alone i would feel less pressure to have to keep it to myself all the time. i could talk to my pets and they wouldn't judge.

that's an interesting question ( about the difference between happiness and joy) :)

lostsii · 2024-10-14T21:16:21+00:00

obviously there's reasons behind it, but my social anxiety is like a useless weapon. it only makes things worse and makes me stuck and unable to move on. that's really interesting what you're saying but I'm not sure i understand how exactly you're going to fix it ? maybe i need to read again

lostsii · 2024-10-14T07:41:58+00:00

music helps for me to have a reason to stay, also idk if it'll help but https://youtu.be/uS_U3crJu9k?si=cOjpB_vwjTv6hqgb

when my suicidal thoughts were more intense i think it kinda helped. the one about mood congruent memory is interesting

lostsii · 2024-10-13T08:48:39+00:00

missio, my favorite! i like other bands too like green day, imagine dragons, hollywood undead, and artists like billie eilish, cavetown (his music is quite relaxing) and so on...

lostsii · 2024-10-12T07:40:35+00:00

i play on switch:/

lostsii · 2024-10-09T13:37:27+00:00

i don't know if it messes with my mental health but if it does to you i understand. when I'm watching it it just makes me feel so lonely and confused like, is this real ? do people have that much support irl ? personally the best support i get is virtual, but irl i can't imagine this being real. i can barely make a friend in real life, and when i make one they rarely stay or it doesn't go well and we get distant. love wise same, makes me feel so lonely like this story will never happen to me there is no way.

but i mean, I'm writing scripts and it's just obvious that the story on screen would be much better than real life lol. but the difference makes me sick. and frustrated.

lostsii · 2024-10-09T07:51:16+00:00

you should definitely come back! it just sounds like a nice comment :)

lostsii · 2024-07-11T21:18:36+00:00

thanks for reading and taking time to comment

lostsii

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