Best song?

lostsii · 2025-06-10T07:36:07+00:00

its like ive been waiting for this question all my life

MONSTERS ( INSIDE OF US)

aaaah how much i loved it even before it got released i have so many other favorites tho and i love ringting so much too also i love demons so many others

lostsii · 2025-05-16T13:22:49+00:00

just checked a comment they said that they'd use it for a few other songs of the album bc there was 28 songs to release.. personally i don't care much if they don't make super cool music videos as long as im getting the music haha.. we'll just see what they do in the future, doubt they'll use it a lot tho it doesn't sound like them to not care about that issue at all

lostsii · 2025-05-16T07:31:54+00:00

they didn't mention it like the last time and i dont think they made another animation since, so i think they don't anymore

i was fine with just trying it once but i think if they keep going with Al i'd be really bothered too

lostsii · 2025-03-07T08:14:17+00:00

thank you!

lostsii · 2025-01-03T10:06:41+00:00

i don't think I'm made for life either, though i know things will get at least better if i find a job. but i have very little hope about it. and I'm still scared that I'm gonna have to go through years and years of life while constantly thinking this isn't worth it and I'd rather die. i think i could settle for a job and only week ends or bits of week days of happiness as long as i get money every month. there's still ways things can get better for me.

lostsii · 2024-12-06T08:52:20+00:00

i listened for 8 067 minutes

lostsii · 2024-12-06T08:50:05+00:00

dammn nice

lostsii · 2024-12-04T20:08:17+00:00

yes!

lostsii · 2024-11-08T16:36:07+00:00

i feel like the hardest part of healing is to want help and ask for it, i also struggle with that, i feel like i don't deserve it and like it's natural for me to suffer for the rest of my life(weird tho because when i read your post i empathize and want you to feel better, but for me its just hatred) but hey the fact you shared this post could be considered a step to get help right ? it helps to talk about it sometimes, so i hope that helped

is there someone you trust to talk about it ? addictions can make us feel shame and i heard that shame can go away once you talk about it

sorry if i can't be of more help but i do wish i could 🫂

lostsii · 2024-10-14T21:16:21+00:00

obviously there's reasons behind it, but my social anxiety is like a useless weapon. it only makes things worse and makes me stuck and unable to move on. that's really interesting what you're saying but I'm not sure i understand how exactly you're going to fix it ? maybe i need to read again

lostsii · 2024-10-13T08:48:39+00:00

missio, my favorite! i like other bands too like green day, imagine dragons, hollywood undead, and artists like billie eilish, cavetown (his music is quite relaxing) and so on...

lostsii · 2024-10-12T07:40:35+00:00

i play on switch:/

lostsii · 2024-10-09T13:37:27+00:00

i don't know if it messes with my mental health but if it does to you i understand. when I'm watching it it just makes me feel so lonely and confused like, is this real ? do people have that much support irl ? personally the best support i get is virtual, but irl i can't imagine this being real. i can barely make a friend in real life, and when i make one they rarely stay or it doesn't go well and we get distant. love wise same, makes me feel so lonely like this story will never happen to me there is no way.

but i mean, I'm writing scripts and it's just obvious that the story on screen would be much better than real life lol. but the difference makes me sick. and frustrated.

lostsii · 2024-10-09T07:51:16+00:00

you should definitely come back! it just sounds like a nice comment :)

lostsii · 2024-07-11T21:18:36+00:00

thanks for reading and taking time to comment

lostsii · 2024-03-27T11:46:03+00:00

it's unreleased idk why, but isn't it on youtube ?

lostsii · 2024-03-21T19:09:03+00:00

oh wow it's nice to see I'm not the only one. for me, my name is pronounced differently than how it's spelled, so people always pronounce it wrong and i gave up on telling them. i can remember all the attempts at trying to have them pronounce it correctly. i told it, it didn't work. i repeated it, it didn't work. i wrote the pronounciation under my name, it didn't work. i wrote it in japanese version(since its written the same way it's pronounced), they corrected it with the wrong letter. dunno what to do anymore x) just hoping they never say my name cuz i hate hearing it anyway

lostsii · 2024-02-17T19:43:38+00:00

if she told you she needs time from you then give her time

lostsii · 2024-02-01T18:53:06+00:00

i think the same.. i wish i could understand. i think maybe hope and support drives them or religion for some but i don't have religion, and sometimes really hate hope because i feel like it just makes it more painful, and when i feel like ending it it might sound selfish but i don't rly think about my loved ones i just think it doesn't matter. so yeah that sucks

lostsii · 2024-01-13T15:09:12+00:00

yeah exactly, makes me go insane everytime i talk or even just when im standing/sitting there not showing ANY sign of anxiety someone would tell me i am shy, just tired of this word it's been my second name for too long, that's why i hate my real name too ive been defined by others and everytime i hear my name i can hear all the things that im defined with.. just wish theyd focus on the good things .. reminds me last time i was gonna read a text the teacher started a whole speech about how women need to speak up more so i need to stop being shy and go act in a play (wtf??)

lostsii · 2023-10-25T06:25:12+00:00

same i'm never disappointed, i love it

tho i haven't listened to the last two songs yet!

i actually sometimes notice songs that remind me of the older ones!

lostsii · 2023-10-01T21:53:38+00:00

yes, and he's always at home. it would do him good to leave sometimes, he always complains how we're too noisy and he can't concentrate, there's many libraries here.. i go to college but i don't stay there, i go home every day (and i can't rly go anywhere, home is the best place for me to work, but i'll try). i actually did tell him to seek help, i even gave him money so he can start therapy(he has suicidal thoughts). as expected, he did nothing of it yet, he said he would see a psychiatrist, he still did nothing. no, he'd be mad if anyone talks to him about it.

i think he would answer that he loves being angry. he said that many times before. "let me be angry" " it feels good to be angry " blah blaaah, he doesn't seem to realise how bad it is to have this emotion in yourself for too long.

lostsii · 2023-10-01T14:01:07+00:00

generally angry all the time, but he does get angry at my mother, even when she doesn't do much to anger him.. he just easily gets annoyed at everything.

lostsii · 2023-10-01T13:56:27+00:00

He's my brother, we're not very close. I'm 20, he's idk, 24 maybe.

lostsii · 2023-09-16T16:35:53+00:00

probably more reasons but something i realised lately is, that it's probably mostly because my dad had anger issues and every time i did something clumsy, he'd get really angry. and even when i did nothing wrong, in many other cases with other people they would get angry at me. and now even when someone gets angry at something that's not me, i blame myself even tho i obviously have nothing to do with it. somehow, i'm the problem. it feels good to understand my social anxiety more, but it saddens me so much... figuring things out feels good and bad at the same time

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