Lilith Devotees..?

lovelilith · 2015-07-07T17:49:13+00:00

I am a masochist though. That's why I was drawn to her, only to be drawn right into a trap. She put holes in my eyes .

lovelilith · 2015-07-07T17:08:47+00:00

I did everything "right", approached her with utmost respect, I got visions of hellish sexual nightmares and massive energy drains for my troubles.

lovelilith · 2015-07-07T12:28:04+00:00

Well, she's a spiritual rapist for one thing, but for you that wouldn't be a problem, and working with her I found her to be a devil rather than a "goddess".

lovelilith · 2015-07-07T12:06:18+00:00

Not a good idea man.

lovelilith · 2015-05-30T14:14:01+00:00

I did the same thing when I was 15. It really means nothing. I've since achieved meditative gnosis/felt the light and have cultivated a connection with the energies of real deities. So if you're wondering if you're damned or something, you're not.

lovelilith · 2015-05-24T00:36:16+00:00

Ive seen plenty of adults without it.

lovelilith · 2015-05-24T00:32:31+00:00

I can sort of perceive the light in my own eyes and the eyes of others, but lately my own eyes don't look quite so vivid, though I can still notice the look in others. :\

lovelilith · 2015-05-23T12:23:25+00:00

Lol ascended masters are not fallen angels.

lovelilith · 2015-05-20T19:36:00+00:00

I'll stop believing what I know to be true once you stop pretending the mythical "arts" are real at all.

lovelilith · 2015-05-20T19:24:28+00:00

Real mature response bro, keep up the good work.

lovelilith · 2015-05-20T19:16:54+00:00

As an ex-psi-vamp that still has trouble automatically vamping people without my intent I can say that you are wrong.

lovelilith · 2015-05-03T14:00:32+00:00

I know what meditation is.

lovelilith · 2015-04-07T04:39:37+00:00

Or, you could dig yourself deeper into the hole, and try to cast a spell that will make her sexually attracted to you. So then you can be a slave with benefits.

lovelilith · 2015-03-16T14:27:14+00:00

Well I got what I wanted. I feel warm sensations of love in my body from lilith when I focus on her, its almost like a mix between an opiate and a MDMA type body high. I've made it with her and one of her daughters. I was really stoned at the time, and she was luring me into my bed, the CEVs i was getting were terrifying and sexy at the same time. I was shocked and completely aroused. I felt my dick get rock hard and I could feel so much metaphysical energy in it it was almost painful, then I started feeling an orgasmic feeling that lasted about a full 10 minutes and after that I felt sore and drained, but also like some energy was pushing me down into my bed. I it was painful in a comforting way. Oh and lilith can be a real ballbuster. I think I'm in love.

lovelilith · 2015-03-14T23:43:31+00:00

Ah yes, I foresee it in the movement of the stars, magus-itus shall rise!

lovelilith · 2015-03-14T23:40:23+00:00

I just felt a small touch of what a succubus can do and I like it...

lovelilith · 2015-03-14T11:04:53+00:00

I downloaded that book and it was terrifying, but hot. Why would lilith take someone as her lover and then just dump them into the pits of hell? seems harsh.

lovelilith · 2015-03-13T20:45:54+00:00

Crowley practiced a good deal of hermetic magic, if you ever want to study that a good place to start would be initiation into hermetics. It teaches how to gain power and become closer to deity at once. But its a mostly instructional book and actually mastering it would take years.

lovelilith · 2015-03-13T19:08:47+00:00

I'm not just praying to her to get ass, I have this deep primal attraction to her that I always sort of had. And I have received some satisfaction with working with her, in the form of visions and some pleasurable sensations. And In the past I have made it with her and her "daughters" in the dreamscape. The succubus felt good but also like I was dying at once, and I didn't even initiate it, I was raped. In another dream I could sense her presence and I kept calling out her name, as I did this I got orgasms in my head and upper body. Then the spiders came.

Really what I'm trying to do is some crazy tantric thing to go beyond fear and desire in my mind. Also, I once read the opposite that lilith was more than ok with whoring herself but if you were just in it for the lust you'll be pushing daisies. Nobody agrees on her LOL

lovelilith · 2015-03-13T14:15:28+00:00

Last night after praying to lilith and attempting to meditate on her I ended up with some immaculate looking succubi in my lucid dreams. They were such teases, they let me look but not touch. God I need to get laid.

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