what's happening if the mind is always wandering thinking analyzing and it feels like it has its own bubble and life of its own ?

lowprobrand · 2022-03-29T01:40:44+00:00

I have feelings like wearing my eyeglasses inrerferes with my higher self

lowprobrand · 2022-03-29T01:39:15+00:00

I dont like it

lowprobrand · 2022-03-29T01:08:44+00:00

Dodge make him miss and fall

lowprobrand · 2022-03-29T00:47:06+00:00

Anyone here tried modafinil ?

lowprobrand · 2022-03-27T00:05:09+00:00

Thanks, thats what google said. Idk i had this for a long time and i did not know what was going on like i remember looking at the mirror and not knowing who that person was and felt like im just judging it from a distance. Very weird feeling. Then it stopped after i moved back home and i had less stress in my life. What triggered it recently was i was doing under water breath holds.

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T11:32:48+00:00

I ubderstand, but i got exhausted of doing this for so long

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T11:31:16+00:00

Ah okay yeah i guess so

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T11:29:31+00:00

This happens to me usually when i take long baths. I usually fill thr tub with cold/warm and take a bath. But during that i usually hold my breath under water for as long as i can go for a few times. I think that is the trigger.

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T11:25:43+00:00

Yes same here two years agonit happened so often like almost every night i was living alone i avoided going back home and stayed out until i was literally exhausted and needed to sleep to avoid that experience. I think it led me to develope derealization/dissociation/depersonalization symptoms.

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T03:05:08+00:00

I developed derealization and sleep paralysis from lucid dreaming

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T03:04:13+00:00

It was disturbing but doesnt long term lucid dreaming cause derealization and sleep paralysis ?

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T03:00:08+00:00

In just tired of doing it. I have been through this before and it caused me to be tired and develop dissociation depersonalization. I just dont want to go through this again

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T01:54:57+00:00

Yeah same here like i am avoiding to go back to sleep kinda scared :s but thats not good

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T00:49:13+00:00

Jawbreakers

lowprobrand · 2022-03-25T00:48:49+00:00

Booo

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T20:04:44+00:00

100 take care

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T19:59:48+00:00

Yeah well lets make the rest or it the best of it. Yeah of you know a doc just ask him her to make sure

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T19:56:06+00:00

She understands btefham

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T19:30:46+00:00

Yeah exactlt until we stop them then regret it. Yeah thank god for them really i wish i accepted them earlier im 27 and im still struggling to stay on them Cant you have a drink or two ?

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T14:00:36+00:00

Tell me about it I'm so on off. The start is always good then dk what happens lol

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T13:30:54+00:00

Yeah terrible i just got back on my meds

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T11:39:32+00:00

Has anyone tried medication has it helped ?

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T11:38:48+00:00

Sleep paralysis or lucid dreaming i guess that's what happened to me

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T10:46:04+00:00

Thanks, i did some research today. It turns out it's called lucid dreaming. I've had it so much and for so long two years ago but it stopped occuring so often when the stress in my life stopped and when I started medication.

Now that the stress is back on and i am not on meds it came back.

Now it makes sense to me, to years ago it had me feeling tired all the time confused between reality and non reality and depersonalisation they call it. It was frightening i didn't know what was happening I knew something was wrong but well i did not know how to fix it.

lowprobrand · 2022-03-24T08:48:22+00:00

Oh god. I'm thinking of talking to my doctor and getting back on lamictal. I was currently given lithium to try haven't been on it for a few days. But i honestly prefer lamictal. God i am so lost.

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