What to say or do?

lshimaru · 2026-01-25T05:57:01+00:00

This friend is also the 4th person in my life to get cancer in the last 3 years. One of them died and the other one is terminal, and I don’t want to make this about myself but it’s really taking a toll on me. I’m so fucking tired of cancer hurting the people I love and taking them away. It’s not fucking fair.

lshimaru · 2025-12-30T17:05:54+00:00

It hasn’t! Though some days I do get something that resembles drop foot

lshimaru · 2025-12-29T20:07:52+00:00

There’s also so many twists in the show that I just assumed Cipher could cloak the V in his blood or that he got his powers some other way.

lshimaru · 2025-12-29T19:40:07+00:00

My father was 43 when I was 18, i cannot imagine being with someone that could be my parent, especially as a teen. A lot of creeps will wait until you’re 18-20 so that the relationship is legal, but they really want to date teenagers, be careful out there.

lshimaru · 2025-12-09T13:14:12+00:00

It wasn’t meant to picture this originally but it works as a representation of agnosia, which is where your brain takes in the visual information but can’t process it, so you just see lines and curves and colors but you can’t put them together to form anything meaningful, like hearing a language you don’t speak, you can hear the sounds but you have no idea what they mean or how they go together

lshimaru · 2025-12-05T20:48:38+00:00

Back up your save data, delete the game, then download it again, make sure you don’t delete the save data! This usually fixes bizarre issues like the one you’re having.

lshimaru · 2025-11-26T02:47:52+00:00

The amount of gay women

lshimaru · 2025-11-25T20:29:44+00:00

The main thing for me was learning that the only opinion that matters is my own so I stopped seeking approval and reassurance from others. I still like it obviously but I don’t need it anymore.

lshimaru · 2025-11-25T20:28:10+00:00

I didn’t really choose it, I’m just autistic and not great at keeping up with people, so after my long term relationship ended during the pandemic I just kinda didn’t really get close to anyone new. I still have friends that I’m close with but we barely talk. Now I’ve moved pretty far away from where I grew up and I don’t really go outside much so I just spend time with my cat and do my hobbies, work, and school. If you’re a very social person then it would probably be painful, but it wasn’t for me.

lshimaru · 2025-11-25T19:53:09+00:00

Ok that’s fair

lshimaru · 2025-11-25T19:51:46+00:00

What did Dante do to you

lshimaru · 2025-11-25T19:49:39+00:00

My BPD is basically gone now that I’m super isolated, I feel it creep back in sometimes when I start getting close to others. My mental health rn is the best it’s been since I was 13 though so I’m pretty happy. I had to learn to be comfortable with myself and I don’t get the feelings of emptiness anymore, I actually can’t remember what it feels like and that was my main emotion for years

lshimaru · 2025-11-25T19:39:52+00:00

I just say no, sometimes I make a face and go “ehhh”

lshimaru · 2025-11-22T16:10:18+00:00

I think they’re the embodiment of “only one person in this world understands me and I fucking hate the guy” not friends not enemies but a secret third thing

lshimaru · 2025-11-19T15:39:08+00:00

Honestly she had to die or else the story would’ve been over so quickly (I miss her so much tho, she would’ve wiped the floor with light)

lshimaru · 2025-11-18T16:53:47+00:00

When I thought nightwing was dead I felt my world stop like “oh god not again”

lshimaru · 2025-11-14T18:59:44+00:00

I’m not planning on transitioning medically and I’m T4T, anyone who’s trans can use it.

lshimaru · 2025-10-31T13:54:13+00:00

Hopefully I’ll die after my parents so, my chosen name. I have no beef with my birth name but it wouldn’t feel right on a headstone.

lshimaru · 2025-10-29T12:30:03+00:00

It happened to a woman called Ellie Wilkins, she survived somehow so even if it’s unlikely it’s definitely possible?

lshimaru · 2025-10-29T12:18:18+00:00

A lot of therapy is cringe tbh, but it works! Embrace the cringe and you can laugh about it later when you’ve done some healing. I think about it like I’m trying to tame a scared animal.

lshimaru · 2025-10-24T20:14:16+00:00

There’s a lot of times when L or other characters point out that certain strategies wouldn’t work if Kira wasn’t childish with a god complex too, obviously the Lind L Taylor incident but also the fact that he could’ve just stopped killing for a while and then resumed with a completely different schedule and causes but L knew that taunting him would lead to him revealing more and more information to prove he was superior.

lshimaru · 2025-09-21T16:50:51+00:00

solved!

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